the past few months have been deeply miserable. panic attacks, general tingly anxiety and manic depressive episodes. i have not felt ok for a while. waiting on an appointment with the doc in two weeks to get medicated again but i would like to scoop out my brain with one of those funky ball scoops. that would help i think.

i swear this is making me feel sick. in lieu of brain scooping, what are some coping mechanisms that help you that are not drugs (weed makes it worse and i do NOT wish for another ketamine habit)

Spoilers? Can you have spoilers about Things That Happened?

About the Brabant killers in Belgium. Considering the opening part of the first episode being "left or right, both sides should come together" the director seemed pretty set on making the Neo-nazi militias the bad guys, and their intelligence agency handlers/government leashholders even worse.

Outright there is near no negative socialist imagery they (nazis) call the people they murder communists a few times but considering they're the only ones, you know, doing the murders it's pretty funny. it's not outright positive to the left, but they legitimately bring up the strategy of tension and how this could've (read: this is what the director believes) been a motive for it.

In addition to this, their depiction of "cop solidarity" being shown seems to be extremely relevant. Those who have nepo connections rise, those who don't, get in line or get your teeth knocked out. Do not rat on your colleagues or you'll end up beaten or worse.

Got a few episodes left, but I'd reccomend it as a watch. Fascinating look at the Gladio-aligned crimes from a relative normie POV.

Unhealthily obsessed with this video

tummy do be horting

crack and cycling is moorish

call it a form of suicidal revenge

are you telling me LORD pickles is inoculated from any consequences of his actions? i am

incoming tummy hort

i'm so bloated who the fuck thought this was a good idea i hate you

theyself