mental health
I like how I look sometimes at the same time I feel like I could be more. I really wish I wasnt myself. Though idk if thats dysphoria or just really really bad self hate I have for myself for other reasons growing up. Always low energy and mind scattered and feel like I'm missing out on life. It feels unfair. Yet I don't want to say I'm deppressed cause a part of me refuses to believe lmao
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I see, nice. The best aspect of it that I saw was the ability to post questions so it kinda gave forum vibes like here
Yeah I have seen XHS uses literal http lmao wtf, I have good opsec dont worry comrade, also not in the US, running it in a grapheneos profile should be good enough tbh, they prolly block vpns though
Yeah what you said sounds nice I want to meet people out of the anglo english bubble. Thank you!
Thank you!
You cant signup without already knowing someone from China
Highly recommend yt-dlp or one of its GUIs
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yeah but i feel so stuck on a personal level, feels like I'm not going anywhere, wish I could just swap my whole identity but mmm...; at the same time I have a lot of impostor syndrome and I would like my 'self' to be original which bothers me a lot day to day cause I feel like an empty shell with no interests other than observing and learning from others
Makes sense, doubt China would send arms shipments lol
Telegram was speculating on this, I have no idea what it could be
being your own person is fine and good actually
yeah I have a problem with this rn (identity crisis 24/7) XD I'm trying but it feels like I'm staring from 10th floor through a glass pane observing others and learning their behaviors through a miopic lens
I have stopped watching movies due to everything beong hollywood slop from likely disney, thanks for indie movie recs that sounds good!