What was it I was thinking,

or was I even thinking at all?

When I think of what I thought back then,

then I'm ashamed; and I'm appalled

that I gave up all I ever was so easily.

Living your life is not for me.

I won't be sedated, I won't be sedated!

Give me a little taste and I know I won't want more.

I won't be sedated, stability is overrated.

Give me the disorder I adore.

What was it you were thinking,

or were you even thinking at all?

When I think of what you thought of me,

I take offense; and I'm appalled

that you could discount all I love so easily.

Living our life is not for me.

I won't be sedated, I won't be sedated!

Give me a little taste and I know I won't want more.

I won't be sedated, stability is overrated.

Give me the disorder I adore.

I can't be a part,

Be a part,

I can't be a part.

I can't be a part,

Be a part of your modern world.

I've gotta be apart,

Be apart,

Gotta be apart.

I've gotta be apart.

I can't grasp the values that you hold.