Still decolonizing my brain, and I'm not quite sure how I feel about China overall, but:
The level of double think on display in social media, reddit especially, going from: how overblown and absurd China's response to "basically sars" was, to how inadequate our response was, to how China didn't respond fast enough actually, to how we should be skeptical of their positive numbers but ours our totally legit despite the actions of the whitehouse, has left me genuinely fucking terrified.
Edit: actually I'm not done...Like seriously: its revealed to me a level of propaganda that's making me actively question how much of what I believe to be valid criticisms of China I believe for reasons that are complete bullshit. The hive mind litterally cannot tolerate china being correct on something.