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Comment what books have caused you to become distressed, traumatized, or unsettled in any way. Please elaborate as to why.

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[-] Witch@beehaw.org 18 points 1 year ago

The House of Leaves by Mark Z. Danielewski. It wasn't scary per say but I had an interesting experience where I had a manic episode reading it, barely slept, and got absolutely obsessed with the idea of it as I read it.

10/10 loved the immersion aspect.

[-] PotentiallyAnApricot@beehaw.org 6 points 1 year ago

Came here to say exactly this! That one puts the reader in the narrator's situation if you're not careful. Which is pretty genius, but also terrifying. Stroooooong mental health warning like nothing else I've ever read, but sooo good. It took me three or four tries to get through it, just because of the ahem. Atmosphere it manifested in my brain. But it's one of my favorite books ever.

[-] okiegirl22@beehaw.org 3 points 1 year ago

This book also didn’t scare me in a traditional way but is definitely one of the most unsettling things I’ve read.

[-] AzzyDev@beehaw.org 1 points 1 year ago

oh gosh I read this one quite recently, the incredibly esoteric nature of it was utterly fascinating and somewhat terrifying..

[-] interolivary@beehaw.org 12 points 1 year ago

The Road by Cormac McCarthy, it's just so goddamn bleak. Nothing ever goes well and just about everybody is horrible, not a book I'll likely read again even though I did enjoy it. Same with the movie, it's just such a kick in the guts that I won't be rewatching it even though it was great.

[-] TiresomeOuting@lemmy.ca 5 points 1 year ago

This is funny, I immediately thought of Blood Meridian when I read the post title, then came in and saw another Cormac McCarthy book!

[-] Silver_neurotic@beehaw.org 5 points 1 year ago

Came here to add No Country For Old Men

[-] loops@beehaw.org 2 points 1 year ago

Shit, McCarthy wrote that too? Goddamn.

[-] interolivary@beehaw.org 4 points 1 year ago

A writer of cheerful books he ain't

[-] bathcat@beehaw.org 4 points 1 year ago

Wasn't. Died two days ago. :⁠'⁠(

[-] TiresomeOuting@lemmy.ca 4 points 1 year ago

I'm not even sure why I think of Blood Meridian over The Road. Maybe now that I have child rereading the road would make it worse. But I feel that especially upon a few rereads Blood Meridian has some really dark things happening that aren't immediately apparent.

And I suppose part of my choice might be because I find The Judge to be both the most fascinating and horrifying character in anything I've read or seen.

[-] storksforlegs@beehaw.org 3 points 1 year ago* (last edited 1 year ago)

Was going to say the same thing, upon a recent reread the Road is still pretty damned harrowing

[-] torknorggren@sopuli.xyz 2 points 1 year ago

There's plenty of relatively bleak stuff out there, so I thought I was fine with The Road. Until the basement. RIP Cormac.

[-] loops@beehaw.org 12 points 1 year ago

Blood Meridian by Cormac McCarthy. The main character has no name, no parents and his life is full of violence and death. It's all he knows, so much as he knows anything.

[-] substill@kbin.social 8 points 1 year ago

It’s being adapted into a film now. I don’t know how they’re going to pull it off.

[-] TiresomeOuting@lemmy.ca 2 points 1 year ago

I feel like it would need to be a television show instead and even then.... I don't think it's possible to give it credit.

[-] loops@beehaw.org 1 points 1 year ago

I don't know if I'd want to see it, it'd be hard to watch on two counts:

  1. They do it well, somehow, and I have to look away for a lot of the scenes.

  2. It's been done horribly and the book is irreparably marred by it.

[-] TiresomeOuting@lemmy.ca 3 points 1 year ago

I feel like there are multiple levels of terrifying to this book.

I can't get The Judge out of my head, he has a supernatural quality to him but in a horrible, intelligent way that makes him horrifying.

But then the other terrifying thing is just the depiction of the normal characters and what they go through and the actions they commit.

And then finally another level is the depiction of everything else they face. That scene where the boy first witnesses an attack by the Comanche is blood curdling and yet mesmerising within one sentence. For anybody looking for context, search for 'Blood Meridian Legion of horribles quote' for the whole sentence.

[-] MRPP@sopuli.xyz 1 points 1 year ago

This sounds a little like Justine my De Sade. A bleak tale about ever escalating horrible events.

[-] Deliverator@kbin.social 6 points 1 year ago* (last edited 1 year ago)

A Scanner Darkly is an incredibly moving and haunting novel to anyone who's ever struggled with drug addiction. For a nonfiction book probably "Kill Anything That Moves" which is about the horrifying and infuriatting reality of the U.S. war in Vietnam, and "The Hot Zone" by Richard Preston

[-] davefischer@beehaw.org 5 points 1 year ago

That afterword in A Scanner Darkly! Intense.

"This has been a novel about some people who were punished entirely too much for what they did. They wanted to have a good time, but they were like children playing in the street; they could see one after another of them being killed—run over, maimed, destroyed—but they continued to play anyhow. We really all were very happy for a while, sitting around not toiling but just bullshitting and playing, but it was for such a terrible brief time, and then the punishment was beyond belief: even when we could see it, we could not believe it…."

[-] okiegirl22@beehaw.org 1 points 1 year ago

Loved The Hot Zone! Nonfiction that reads like a thriller.

[-] RedCanasta@lemmy.fmhy.ml 4 points 1 year ago

Lolita, it's simply unsettling.

Also Starship Troopers as I used to be in the military for a bit.

[-] SeverianWolf@beehaw.org 4 points 1 year ago

Chuck Palahniuk's Haunted(a collection of short stories). It made me close my legs and squirm, and feel disgusted. The first story ''Guts'' made me put down the book and not touch it due to fear of what i am about to read next.

As Wikipedia describes it : It is a tale of violent accidents involving masturbation, in which the reader is instructed to hold their breath in the very first line.

Yeah, reader beware.

[-] hybridhavoc@darkfriend.social 3 points 1 year ago
[-] SeverianWolf@beehaw.org 0 points 1 year ago

I like to think I’m pretty adventurous (like I love to watch horror movies, etc). But that book is just too much. What are other books gave you that effect?

[-] altz3r0@beehaw.org 2 points 1 year ago* (last edited 1 year ago)

@SeverianWolf@beehaw.org > Haunted

I came here to post this!

I am not much of a horror/disturbing stories fan, but Guts was simply astonishing, I read this more than 10 years ago and still remember the story vividly.

[-] davefischer@beehaw.org 4 points 1 year ago

The House in the Dark by Tarjei Vesaas. It's a surrealist account of life under the Nazi occupation. It was written in Norway during the occupation. After writing it, Vesaas immediately buried the manuscript in the forest until the war was over - being caught with it would have meant immediate death.

1962 cold-war drama Fail-Safe is also very disturbing.

[-] SnowboardBum@kbin.social 3 points 1 year ago* (last edited 1 year ago)

In the Tall Grass by Steven King and Joe Hill.

So unsettling until the scary. And then the scary got worse!

[-] meggied90@vlemmy.net 3 points 1 year ago

Mary Shelley's Frankenstein.

It was an assigned reading in 11th grade. When I finally finished it, I remember feeling like my skin was crawling, and my thoughts were a jumbled mess - I was questioning everything, how I viewed others and how they viewed me, was it right or wrong, how would I have behaved in those situations...

I remember l just staring out my bedroom window into the pitch black night for an hour just digesting it all. I also remember sleeping with the lights on because I was a little creeped out.

Being an impressionable teen probably helped, but that book left a profound impact on my way of thinking about how I interact with the world and the people in it.

It was also my gateway book to classic literature and how good it can actually be!

[-] demvoter@kbin.social 3 points 1 year ago* (last edited 1 year ago)

Last Exit to Brooklyn by Hubert Selby Jr. I still can’t believe I actually read the whole damn nightmare.

[-] Los@beehaw.org 3 points 1 year ago* (last edited 1 year ago)

Tender is the Flesh by Agustina Bazterrica had me thinking about it for weeks after. Evidently I’m still thinking about it now, having read it a year ago.

The subject matter is horrific. The ending is devastating, yet inevitable. Afterwards I felt like I had gaslit myself into ignoring the real character traits I was observing, wanting to believe there was a redeemable aspect to the depicted broken society.

[-] Lilacwitch17@lemmy.ml 2 points 1 year ago

I’m reading this right now

[-] TiresomeOuting@lemmy.ca 3 points 1 year ago

American Psycho made me so claustrophobic reading it I had to give up really quickly. Which means it was terribly effective, but not something I can make myself read.

[-] Kamirose@beehaw.org 2 points 1 year ago

Bunny by Mona Awad. The content of it isn't necessarily the most distressing I have read, but the way it was written and the way the story was woven made me feel like I was literally dissociating while reading it which added a lot to the unsettling factor.

[-] bonzo22@lemmy.one 2 points 1 year ago

I don't know if disturbing is the word I'd use but Empire Falls left me feeling profoundly sad for a few weeks after finishing it. It was a beautiful book and I'd recommend it to anyone but it definitely stuck with me for a bit and was hard to shake

As long as it unsettles you in some way, it counts.

[-] agrammatic@feddit.de 2 points 1 year ago

I picked up for a book club but then dropped after prolonged distress, Call Me by Your Name by Aciman.

It's not so much the age-gap aspect (which is pushing the limits of acceptable for a reader socialised in Europe, but it's not over those limits), but it's the entire trope of sexual abuse as a playful flirting ritual that permeates the book that I found truly sickening.

[-] Nmyownworld@startrek.website 2 points 1 year ago

Let the Right One In by John Ajvide Lindqvist. The supernatural monsters in the novel are rank amateurs at being horrific compared to some of the human characters. While well written and a smooth read, I could not finish it.

[-] Abel@lemmy.nerdcore.social 2 points 1 year ago

handmaiden's tale

[-] EthicsGradient@lemmy.one 2 points 1 year ago

The Wasp Factory by Iain Banks. The narrator and main character is a psychotic teenager, and being inside their head just feels so gross. Fantastic book, but genuinely disturbing.

In close second is Earthlings by Sayaka Murata. The main character goes through some stuff as a child, and comes to believe that she isn't human. Meets some others like herself and it gets weird. Great book, not for the faint of heart!

[-] wxboss@beehaw.org 2 points 1 year ago

Notes From The Underground - Fyodor Dostoevsky. It's a dark mirror that presents itself to me. And while I detest looking at it, I also find it difficult not to.

[-] literallyacat@beehaw.org 1 points 1 year ago

The Blood Bond saga. I'm just so genuinely baffled as to how the everloving f*ck it has such high ratings. By the time I was halfway through the first book I was hate-reading it. Pushed myself to finish the whole saga because it was so bad it made me feel comparatively good about myself and my life decisions. I now have zero doubts that anyone in this world can become a published author, including me. But also, this has me seriously worried that ANYONE in this world can become a published author... including me :/

[-] JaeSuis@beehaw.org 1 points 1 year ago* (last edited 1 year ago)

Exquisite Corpse by Poppy Z. Brite. It's the only book I've ever loved that it recommend to exactly nobody. It's very graphic (violent).

[-] flathead@quex.cc 1 points 1 year ago

Medical Block, Buchenwald: The Personal Testimony of Inmate 996, Block 36 by Walter Poller.

Gotta be a tie between Pet Semetary and Blindsight, although for different reasons.

[-] Kellamity@beehaw.org 2 points 1 year ago

For me, pet semetary was very disturbing as an examination of a parent's grief. But kinda underwhelming as a supernatural afterlife story. Dont get me wrong, still loved it, but yeah the build up is way more harrowing than the pay-off

[-] interolivary@beehaw.org 1 points 1 year ago

What were the reasons?

[-] Nonya_Bidniss@infosec.pub 1 points 1 year ago

Tough question, but I found The Gone World by Tom Sweterlitsch to be very disturbing. It really freaked me out in places.

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