PeeNutButtHer
joined 2 weeks ago
I'm alone with my thoughts quite often
I've had therapist suggest breathing exercises and stuff like that and it just don't help me, like it just doesn't do anything for me
I have no life and I must post
idk I don't really "get" meditation, or mindfulness, or what being present with one's self means
dads are so fucking shitty
I'm too sensitive and everything upsets me this fucking sucks
Yeah weeds legal here plus there's lots of dispensaries but I'd feel awful doing that, not going to scam anyone
I've just got to wait it out which is probably good for me anywhichway, lowers tolerance
2028 - 2nd Biden term
2032 - 3rd Trump term
2036 - 3rd Obama term
2040 - Hillary Clinton
I'd do just about anything for weed atm 
but I can't waste my money on shit like that at this point
nsfw genital dysphoria
god I fucking hate having a dick. I naturally have a pretty darn high sex drive but every time getting off just feels so unsatisfying and disappointing cause I hate what I have, no matter what I do. I can't wait for SRS, but that's years away at the minimum and maybe never if worse case scenario. the wave of dysphoria and disgust is really getting to me, I know I'm not just going to stop masturbating for the next several years or anything like that so I've got to deal with the discomfort and dysphoria and never actually being satisfied. Shit suuuuuuuuuuckkkkkks