Didn't have a chance to write up a detailed post, either on a fruit or the topic I was originally thinking about. I think they're neat and they taste good.
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nsfw genital dysphoria
god I fucking hate having a dick. I naturally have a pretty darn high sex drive but every time getting off just feels so unsatisfying and disappointing cause I hate what I have, no matter what I do. I can't wait for SRS, but that's years away at the minimum and maybe never if worse case scenario. the wave of dysphoria and disgust is really getting to me, I know I'm not just going to stop masturbating for the next several years or anything like that so I've got to deal with the discomfort and dysphoria and never actually being satisfied. Shit suuuuuuuuuuckkkkkksspoiler
I have such a weird relationship with my gock. I'm a top but I haven't had the greatest relationship with it for pretty much forever. I have no interest in bottoming without a vagina so I just got this mostly annoying thing that I have to make do with every once in a while.spoiler
Yea pretty much, basically always on the edge of tears with it. Hoping I'll be lucky and E will kill my drive completely because fuck this. Always dysphoric as shit and makes it so fucking difficult.Also idek if I want a vagina, I can't imagine it, but I definitely do not feel comfortable as is.