PeeNutButtHer

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[–] PeeNutButtHer@hexbear.net 6 points 2 weeks ago

Had this discussion a million times and he never learns.

Middle age/boomer men's favorite thing in the entire world is to never change any of their opinions ever no matter how many times it's been proven wrong

[–] PeeNutButtHer@hexbear.net 10 points 2 weeks ago (8 children)

I didn't know this had a name until really recently. Filling out a lot of job applications today and a big source of anxiety for me is worry if I accidentally typed something wrong and even though I double check before submitting everytime I still distrust my memory and worry that I actually typed something incorrectly / something that would change the meaning of what I wanted to say. I get this way with comments here all the time, regardless of how many times I double and triple check to make sure I typed what I want to say I still worry for hours later that actually I'm remembering wrong and that I didn't check and that I ended up saying the opposite of what I wanted to say.

When I was still in school I'd never raise my hand to answer questions because I would doubt that I was right even if I knew for 110% that it was the correct answer

[–] PeeNutButtHer@hexbear.net 5 points 2 weeks ago (2 children)

spoilerI’ve only smoked a handful of times on very rare occasions, but the times that I do I always smoke Kool

[–] PeeNutButtHer@hexbear.net 3 points 2 weeks ago

That’s true, I do say/think a lot of shit about myself that I’d never would about other trans people. I think telling myself I’m pretty would make me feel worse because I really do not believe that and I hate lying to myself

[–] PeeNutButtHer@hexbear.net 3 points 2 weeks ago

That makes sense. I mean if I had money for electrolysis, SRS, FFS, and so on I’d have a lot less to complain about

[–] PeeNutButtHer@hexbear.net 9 points 2 weeks ago

Laying in bed and listening to a bit of music before sleeping. I was listening to The Shags Philosophy of the World and the song Parents hit me like a truck. Being forced to make music by your shitty parents then having to write a song about how great parents are is just so sad. Having to pretend to love your parents out of safety is a very particular and horrible feeling

[–] PeeNutButtHer@hexbear.net 8 points 2 weeks ago (2 children)

I don't care about being beautiful (okay maybe a little bit but not much) I care about looking like a woman. If I could look in the mirror and see a woman I'd be happy even if I was conventionally unattractive

[–] PeeNutButtHer@hexbear.net 10 points 2 weeks ago (14 children)

Some people seem so fucking happy to be trans and others seem miserable, I’m in the miserable camp but I want to be happy. Happy trans people, what’s your secret?? I want in, let me in

[–] PeeNutButtHer@hexbear.net 7 points 2 weeks ago (1 children)

I’ve been on e for almost 3 years and my ass is only okay, 7.125/10 I’d say

[–] PeeNutButtHer@hexbear.net 10 points 2 weeks ago (2 children)

Do you all ever just remember a specific user from here and then get sad that they don't post anymore?

I hope you're doing well Kittybobo

[–] PeeNutButtHer@hexbear.net 4 points 2 weeks ago

hell even like $100 would let me go buy groceries

if someone doesn't give me a fucking job in the next like 30 days i'm going to throw up

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