RiotDoll

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[–] RiotDoll@hexbear.net 1 points 19 hours ago

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[–] RiotDoll@hexbear.net 2 points 20 hours ago

Bumping back bby

 

Hey friends, trying to get my hormones sorted for the month. It's time, and I really need the assist if possible.

I am Girl, and not having these ruins my life. I really hope I can get some assistance.

If you can help, venmo/paypal is @ktkatte

cashapp is available in DMs

[–] RiotDoll@hexbear.net 2 points 2 weeks ago
[–] RiotDoll@hexbear.net 2 points 2 weeks ago
[–] RiotDoll@hexbear.net 1 points 2 weeks ago

bumping with more art

 

hey y'all. i need to get to the snap office in a hurry, i can't get there on foot and i'm hoping somebody can swoop in here and help

venmo/paypal is @ktkatte

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submitted 1 month ago* (last edited 1 month ago) by RiotDoll@hexbear.net to c/art@hexbear.net
 

Something I've been working on lately. This and the second piece really benefit from looking at and seeing both the image in sum, but also zooming in to see the details a bit, so I want to encourage that.

im kind of in "ponder what to do next" mode with it, but this is the form it exists in right now.

I saw it as "biblically accurate" angel stuff, but somebody pointed out it looks like a nerve and, sort of synthesizing them, i've decided it's a representation of a piece of the divine Nous (google divine Nous if you wanna get more info on that, i dont think i have the words or focus to provide more than that)

Anyway yeah!

as a bonus, these are older things I haven't shared.

this is Fenrir to me. If you look closely, it looks like a guy being manipulated by different hands and hooked up to machinery, zoomed out it looks like a wolf face. Like things are forcing this thing to be unlike itself, to become this creature of myth. Anyway, it's basically done, i dont know how to take it further in its current form but I have no interest in remaking it. It's a neat idea i guess.

also an older sketch. It's a priestess of... something... from the back. I should probably expand this one, but again I lack any vision for how to fill it in, so it's in stasis.

anyway hope y'all enjoy

 

Hey. I am supposed to get a fair bit done today, and my ride pulled out. I'm having to kind of restructure things because now i need to use public transit.

Im kind of pressed for time and idk I'm really hoping somebody can help.

Venmo/paypal is @ktkatte

Cash app in dms

 

Yeah, I get kinda weird about when to replace stuff because of my situation, but these are all empty or about to be.

It would mean a lot if anybody can help, the shampoo and detergent are kind of urgent, the rest has a few more uses before it's urgent. but yeah...

i really hope someone can help.

paypal/venmo - @ktkatte

cashapp is available in dm

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submitted 1 month ago* (last edited 1 month ago) by RiotDoll@hexbear.net to c/mutual_aid@hexbear.net
 

My toilet has clogged. I took my plunger to try and fix things, and the fucking 'rubber' tore mid-plunge. What the fuck.

I cannot afford expensive solutions. I have no options but to try and replace it.

I have one toilet, and i desperately need it returned to functional status.


FIXED. THANK YOU HEXBEAR.

 

This one is just an abstract piece. There are areas that look funky because some of the black areas are painted with a shinier paint that does weird stuff like that when you take a picture. There are little images in the picture, the most obvious being a face that's looking left on the left side of the painting

This one is an abstract portrait. I often have out of body and lucid experiences with what would be really bizarre things like this. I see an almost-human entity with a large and strange head. If you re-orient it, you can see a moth. There are little things to find if you re-orient the painting and let your pareidolia take over, like watching clouds i guess.

It's a bit too shiny because the silvery areas are painted with a chrome paint, and again getting it to look good outside of a video context is tricky.

this started as me exploring making a kind of... fanart? of Adam as depicted in Neon Genesis Evangelion; but it kinda exceeded the scope of that.

As I finish it, I'm not sure where to take it, but i think most of it is there. I'd like to re-work some parts for sure though.

i conceptualize this as a feminine water entity. The curves are a butt. the hair is up top.

the thing with most of my art is it's kinda up to you to decide what you see, my intentions may be what created it, but i get a lot of people telling me they see all kinds of stuff in this work.

a sister painting to the previous, a woman from the side. While unfinished, i conceptualize this painting to be the same being, viewed from a different lens. Like, the former is who she is inside, this is who she is when viewed with eyes.

This was again painted with materials that resist photography; the paint will either become muted grey-scale tones or colorful as depicted, depending on what angle you view it from. I have made videos that detail this, but i don't want to figure out how to upload them. it's a very cool effect imo. I really need to finish this one.

this is what i sourced my av from. just a little doodle i guess. Masked entity looking right, in water, rudimentary environmental stuff sketched in.

 

This has been cooking for a while, like since the alarms started getting sounded about an AI bubble; but I had a dream recently where the AI bubble popped, and we were all happy, and the industry really did bottom out, but then peter goddamned thiel ends up basically owning the entire market share, then buys up artistic supplychains and stores and shuts them down entirely to force people on the slop machine.

and reflecting on it, that's when i kinda came to the conclusion: that's a real ass possibility.

I think of the 2000s dot com bubble, levelled the landscape, and the companies that survived and the ones that emerged in its wake had staying power, and dominate the technological social landscape to a frankly dangerous degree

the money behind this AI shit is immense, and some of these guys are deranged enough to just force the matter, like who could even contest this?

I'd love to get talked down from this position if it's more unreasonable than i think but... yeah im kinda anxious about it now.

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nvm (hexbear.net)
submitted 3 months ago* (last edited 3 months ago) by RiotDoll@hexbear.net to c/mutual_aid@hexbear.net
 

ty comrades

 

my microwave died last night. on top of everything else. my house is cold, my bills are overdue. I want to scream. i need to get to habitat for humanity and price out a new microwave i guess.

I need food, too.

if you can help, my venmo/paypal is @ktkatte

i have cashapp too, just dm if you want that.

hope somebody can help

 

hey y'all. i need my prog. it helps me be a normal human. if somebody can help it'd be amazing

venmo/paypal is @ktkatte

<3

 

I went to a small protest during the start of the No Kings stuff a few months ago.

I didn't do much; other people were getting up to stuff, and i was just there as a warm body/support/whatever i guess. I happened to be near somebody the police shot a crowd control weapon at. The gas only got me a little bit - initially it was maybe a minute or two of eye/face irritation and then it was fine.

but in the following days, my tear ducts swelled up, my hands and feet swelled up such that i had massive skin dieoff, and i thought i was fucking dying with how sick i felt

Now it seems to be cyclical. Right now my eyes are swolen and red again. My hands are swolen again. My joints hurt. This is the third time since being exposed that this has happened, and I had never experienced anything like that before going to this protest

I genuinely don't know what to do to deal with this, it's hugely disruptive. Does it go away? I t hought people on hexbear might have some insight, because right now i mostly have to just suck it up - take anti-inflammatories, tylenol, etc. and dabbing pain relieving ointments around the outside of my eye

these motherfuckers will poison you just for protesting.

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