TeraByteMarx

joined 2 years ago
 
[–] TeraByteMarx@lemmy.dbzer0.com 2 points 9 months ago

Thank posture puss

 
[–] TeraByteMarx@lemmy.dbzer0.com 2 points 9 months ago

People talk about bottom growth but nothing could have prepared me for the reality of that. It's been a wonderful suprise and nice to wake up with a hard on rather than crippling anxiety.

[–] TeraByteMarx@lemmy.dbzer0.com 2 points 9 months ago

Are you my wife lol

[–] TeraByteMarx@lemmy.dbzer0.com 28 points 9 months ago (4 children)

Yeah but it's nothing scary or new. Was I the only one who watched those documentaries about the people who were emotionally and sexually committed to objects like cars and rollercoasters? Someone married the Eiffel tower. Been extremely isolated at different points in my life watching that stuff changed the way I view people. Like it made me kinder I think.

[–] TeraByteMarx@lemmy.dbzer0.com 0 points 9 months ago

Sex bots are taking work away from sex workers. Turning genuine sensuality into some kind of horrible mimicry of a genuine connection. How am I supposed to pay my bills

[–] TeraByteMarx@lemmy.dbzer0.com -2 points 9 months ago

Marx would have been pro AI and anti capitalist

[–] TeraByteMarx@lemmy.dbzer0.com 8 points 9 months ago (6 children)

Want to get away with the wife for a few days, not that familiar with the outskirts of Melbourne. Anyone know any good spots where mushrooms might still be in season? Is mount Dandenong any good for that?

[–] TeraByteMarx@lemmy.dbzer0.com -3 points 10 months ago (1 children)

What a strangely coded and emotionally loaded critique. "Lazy ai bros who don't understand consent"

[–] TeraByteMarx@lemmy.dbzer0.com 1 points 10 months ago (1 children)

I don't think she denied genocide but putting that aside entirely. I'm not comfortable embracing a community dunking on a trans woman who's been the target of insane trans misogynistic bullshit from all directions for many years. Putting her aside entirely, I'm not comfortable knowing that there are less outspoken people lurking here who get to see how they'd be treated if they put a foot wrong. More importantly seeing how unsafe it is to ask questions. People off themselves all the time over this stupid self masturbatory witch hunting bullshit.

 

Can't shake the pervasive feeling that every person I pass is a threat to my wife, that we might get attacked for being trans. Being around people was never easy even when I wasn't visibly queer and trans. People are exhausting and I don't trust their stated motivations. I don't like the way we're looked at, when I do make eye contact with someone I regularly see extremely negative emotions written on their face. Feel unsafe and incompetent and anger starts to build up.

I'm four months on T this month and the decision to start was pretty significantly influenced by these feelings and the fear it would only continue to get worse. It feels impossible to begin to start interacting with people again, logically I know it's the next necessary step but anxiety, trauma make it super easy to avoid indefinitely. Does anyone relate or have advice?

 
 
 

Anyone else unnerved by the whole 'continuing as normal' vibe and also guy on stage chanting "they're not like us" to crowd that effectively voted in a fascist and rapist who also is sitting in the crowd. (I know who Kendrick Lamar is and am a fan of hip hop) "The revolution will be televised" what the actual fuck bro :(

 
 
 
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