You got me ๐ In my meager defense, I posted this right before bed and had already smoked. I left out a few details I should have included.
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I definitely fixated on specifically mangos for a while last year. They're tasty.
Oh good, I'm too old to be expected to understand wtf this new bit is.
Antici...
But in all seriousness, I know the feeling you're describing, but I also don't have a word for it. It's not a great feeling.
...pation.
Hi, I vape. You're not wrong at all. One day I will quit, but for now it's a psychological crutch (and physical addiction) that is less bad for me than the pack+ a day I smoked for like 9 or 10 years. I didn't take your message as an attack, for the record. Just giving context for the rest. I would never intentionally blow vape in anyone's face and have gone to great lengths to avoid doing so. The only exception to this has been with partners and friends where it's an in thing.
Those same people would have probably blown cigarette smoke in your face, but there was such a negative social connotation. For some reason, people who vape seem to think that because it's not smoke they are magically allowed to blow it in your face now and 'look cool '. For some reason not enough people are decking these individuals, so we're not building that negative connotation properly.
Maybe some of these people are too young to even know that blowing cigarette smoke in someone's face is rude? I'm in my 30s. That feels like more benefit of the doubt than I'm willing to give the overwhelming majority.
Jeez, stop bragging. Some of us are lonely.
Hey, I just saw this. You've got it correct. I just 'obfuscate' it, probably more out of old habits than any real practicality. About to edit the main post as it was fulfilled!
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My dad was a florist. He owned his business and took great care of his employees. One's mortgage he helped pay outside of her compensation for years. Another stole from him and cheated him a couple times before he fired him because he didn't want his family to suffer and knew the guy had just fallen off the wagon.
Of course he died when I was 12, because the world cannot be a just and fair place.
ETA: He was also a very liberal Pentecostal, which if anyone knows that church, that's a weird thing lol. He was also a Zionist, in that he loved the Jewish people and thought Israel was theirs by right. He studied the tribes and all that. He was a bit of an amateur bible scholar. Maybe I'm being hopeful, but I'm certain had he lived to see what I've seen, and been educated outside of the ultra conservative church he loved so much, he would have felt very differently. It would not have been within his character to uphold such atrocities.
Oh it's definitely a very strong mu agonist. Also, my favorite thing about oxycodone was it, for me, was an upper and then a downer. So l love that kratom has that quality, and even grants you better control over it. I can take 3-4 grams and go to work with a nice mood boost and some extra energy. Or I can take 10 or so for relaxing times.
I did leave out some important details, I see now.
Unfortunately I've been barely getting by. Assume I have nothing ingredient wise. I have some seasonings, but that's about it. I'll definitely have to build up a supply of essentials. I have some pots and pans. Nothing fancy, but I make do. I have an oven, stove, and microwave.
I'm southeast US. COL around here I feel like is kind of high, but it's no big city. There is a Publix (main grocery around here), an Aldi, Walmart, and Asian market all within a couple miles, which is good because I rely on a bicycle and the bus.
I have no dietary restrictions. I'm trying to move my diet more towards no-meat but I'm not there yet. That said, I welcome meatless suggestions.