[-] pixeltree@lemmy.blahaj.zone 3 points 10 hours ago

It's not just toppings, but it's all of them together that I prefer. 1's good advice though for sure

[-] pixeltree@lemmy.blahaj.zone 2 points 13 hours ago

I might try and take a stab at making one using your original photo!

[-] pixeltree@lemmy.blahaj.zone 9 points 14 hours ago

I feel like making hard eye contact would be creepy so I just don't look at women. Wow that sounds terrible, more I just look at the ground while walking and don't look at anyone. Hmmm, not sure that's an improvement...

[-] pixeltree@lemmy.blahaj.zone 6 points 14 hours ago

But I like the cheese and topping part a lot more so way eat extra calories?

Alternatively...

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Make me?

[-] pixeltree@lemmy.blahaj.zone 2 points 15 hours ago

I'll put giving it another try on to do list then. Having something that has features parity to fusion without all the bs would be awesome

[-] pixeltree@lemmy.blahaj.zone 3 points 1 day ago

I tried freecad and my god I have never in my life used a less intuitive application. OpenSCAD is more intuitive and theres an entire scripting language you have to learn for it

[-] pixeltree@lemmy.blahaj.zone 9 points 2 days ago

"I sure do hate my drive to work"

"Fly a helicopter"

[-] pixeltree@lemmy.blahaj.zone 2 points 2 days ago

Hanging is a lot worse to me than unrestricted asphyxiation. I don't care for the pain of my throat getting crushed, with rebreathing until I die I just have to deal with the panic. Like ofc it's not comfortable but if you keep calm and take slow breaths it hits a peak of discomfort pretty quick and doesn't get much worse

[-] pixeltree@lemmy.blahaj.zone 2 points 2 days ago

Things are much worse without them. They increase my baseline anxiety a little, but let me feel like a person and function and it's so nice.

[-] pixeltree@lemmy.blahaj.zone 8 points 3 days ago

They're all pretty good, he's the grumpy curmudgeon in us who wants to overreact to everything that annoys us. They're cathartic

[-] pixeltree@lemmy.blahaj.zone 9 points 3 days ago

On antidepressants and adhd meds, I'll have to stop the adhd meds which sucks but I can probably cover depression meds out of pocket.

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When I can't find another and run out of savings in a few months, that's when Ill kill myself.

Honestly did a bit of a trial run last night, fastened a bag over my head and snuggled my stuffed animals on the couch to see what it would be like. It's definitely something I can go through with if/when it comes to it. Taking other steps to make life less unbearable first, hence the title. I don't really see my life ending any other way though tbh, just more of a question of when. If I'm lucky, it'll be when the climate change induced famine prices me out of being able to eat and I chose not to starve. Anyways, sorry for making you read this. Fuck.

[-] pixeltree@lemmy.blahaj.zone 13 points 3 days ago* (last edited 3 days ago)

Want to KMS?

No, better

Failed suicide attempt

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It's the major thing holding me back from buying ad free. Trying to view dms instantly crashes the app and it's very frustrating.

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and this popped into my head. As a friend said, it's confusing and scary but ignoring just makes you feel more confused and scared, and that's so accurate.

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