Why is it that you must join PSL otherwise you are doing nothing? That's pretty uncharitable. I read a good chunk of Walter's letter and the entirety of the substack article that you are referring to, and the critiques in both seem similar, and i find some of their critiques to be accurate to my observations. My local has shown to be pretty opportunist and tailist. Also, the author chose not to join because they found the political education to be revisionist, and because they were constantly shut down by leadership. Why would anyone want to join a party where they are putting in a ton of work and are consistently talked down to?
ratboy
I haven't rolled in yeeeeeaaaars. I'm spoiled because I was doing it back in 2006 when molly was actually molly and regular pills weren't cut with a bunch of shit. I remember one of the last few times I did it I was so gacked out and speedy that my friend and I just stayed up watching Bob Ross til 6am grinding our teeth. It was kinda fun but obviously it was meth and baby powder or whatever they'd cut it with.
Also that's fucking hilarious that Family Guy was your impetus I need to find that clip
I'm so hyped to try this and piss off my partner now lol. It is just annoying though because I do it all the time on accident, not used to the controllers and i love pressing down when I'm trying to land from flying
If i had to guess he may not have listened to whole tracks if they're that long. And I think it can be hard to find the rhythm in noise unless you're really used to listening to it. Pharmakon was the artist I listened to where I could actually hear it and it helped me dip my toes in but even then I'm highly selective. I respect the genre tho and will go to noise shows any day. Noise musicians are the nicest
He said I should incorporate more rhythm and then also suggested how

I'm gonna be REAL disappointed if I don't have a new one when I wake up 
Only real ones know lol
I will be making this my phone wallpaper it is beautiful
Every time I hear or think about this song it brings me back to my rave days and I hallucinate the feeling of rolling balls
Ah well wait idk if its sleeping or if i'm just tired lol. I end up doing the move that I think is more like a taunt, whereas I know when I sing I have to be up in their business to get them to sleep. Or do both actually affect the opponent?
People really love capitalism so much that they will willingly sacrifice themselves to the beast. This seems to be where religion can really be used as a tool for subjugation, this man will willingly throw himself on the altar of the dollar and think that it is just the way of things, that the best man won, that he is supposed to have his life ruined in the name of the greater power. Yikes

EMDR is not for the faint of heart, y'all. Trying to excise your deepest negative core beliefs kinda feels like an exorcism. In fact, I described it to my therapist as kinda like being inhabited by a ghost with unfinished business. This is my war. My Sephiroth. I dissociated yesterday for the first time in months, maybe longer?
Anyway, I'm sad. I wanna download Steam and pick up Disco Elysium again so I can be sad to that. But I'll probably just be too sad to download it