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[–] roux@hexbear.net 3 points 4 days ago (1 children)

If I did manage to start one, we could find something for you to do so you feel like you are giving back in a meaningful way.meow-hug My broken human ass would love to do meal prep and cooking.

[–] roux@hexbear.net 7 points 6 days ago (2 children)

Not meaning to sound dramatic but the Gender Accelerationist Manifesto changed my life for the better: https://theanarchistlibrary.org/library/vikky-storm-the-gender-accelerationist-manifesto

[–] roux@hexbear.net 6 points 6 days ago (3 children)

With how my history of employment is, I kind of wanna just give up on conventional employment and start a commune. I've bee doing some research and it would be hella hard at first but once systems are in place, I think it would be doable. I've talked to a few friends and 3 of them seem on board with the idea but I'm not sure how hard they think this endeavor might be.

Maybe I'm being silly about this whole thing though. But I just really can't keep doing the "job search for a year > have a job for 1.5 years > get fired and start over" cycle anymore. I started looking passively for a new job and it just feel gross at this point.

Anyway, it's Pride Month. I hope everyone enjoys all the mega-corporations changing their logos. Love for all my disabled, trans, queer, and enby siblings. ace-heart

[–] roux@hexbear.net 7 points 6 days ago

So... pull out my 401k?

[–] roux@hexbear.net 2 points 1 week ago (1 children)

They ended up not firing me, but I'm gonna look for something else anyway. Fuck them.

[–] roux@hexbear.net 5 points 2 weeks ago (1 children)

I think in the States, it's only taken seriously if it's from a psychologist. I can't afford a real diagnosis.

[–] roux@hexbear.net 6 points 2 weeks ago (3 children)

I'm an Amazon delivery driver. We are very much at the bottom of the list for any sort of unionizing. The Teamsters are around but mostly in bigger cities and they've had at least a little success with unionizing some of the warehouses. They were in my city 2 years ago to bring a bit of awareness but since the city I live in is super fashy, it was mostly symbolic.

I've had 34 jobs in 25 years and I've been fired from the majority because of my disabilities. The main problem is I was diagnosed by a therapist and not a psychologist so it's not exactly official on paper. So I can't do anything legally against getting fired. If I do get fired and take my 401k out, I'm considering seeking out one of our trade unions because at least I will have those union protections going forward. But also I'm old as fuck at this point so it almost seems useless.

[–] roux@hexbear.net 8 points 2 weeks ago (8 children)

I'm probably getting fired from my job for not being able to pick up on social queues. My boss has told me a few times that I can't "blame everything on my autism" even though it literally affects my entire life. So that is cool. Idk what I'm gonna do. I might pull my 401k out and use that to live on until I figure something out. I want something that is fulfilling and turns out Amazon delivery driver isn't all that fulfilling. Who fucking knew?

[–] roux@hexbear.net 3 points 9 months ago* (last edited 9 months ago)

My cow milking joke is officially retired catgirl-hiss

[–] roux@hexbear.net 5 points 9 months ago

Can we compromise with jazz?

We got this! I am so looking forward to early November when the smoke has finally settled.

[–] roux@hexbear.net 7 points 9 months ago* (last edited 9 months ago) (2 children)

Positivity update but I got an apartment locked in. I got a ton of stuff to do ahead of time though. After the last 48 hours, I'm honestly looking forward to getting out of this shitty situation. Shit was perfectly fine 3 weeks ago and idk what the fuck happened. Roommate applications are now open for goth metalhead socialists though. But ya gotta like deathcore. No hate.

Tiny caveat about the apartment that I do need to figure out but I want to run ethernet directly to my computer so I no longer have to deal with Linux wifi shit and idk where the drop is.

[–] roux@hexbear.net 6 points 9 months ago (2 children)

You guys are great. Maybe I do need to live single. Most of my autism-related issues is from too much family noise anyway.

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submitted 9 months ago* (last edited 9 months ago) by roux@hexbear.net to c/programming@hexbear.net
 

It's probably not gonna happen but I might have a job opportunity but it hinges on me learning and knowing Angular. Does anyone have any suggestions on tutorials and/or is the Tutorial on the official site good enough?

I have a background in Vanilla JS, some ReactJS, TypeScript(need to work on it), AstroJS Java, and some Kotlin. All of that is self-taught. But I also have C# and ASP.net experience from college. Just to put it in perspecitve on where I am at. Also I probably use ChatGPT as a crutch too much but that is because I don't have anyone to really ask for help when I get stuck.

 

Basically the title. I'm involved in a local leftist group that is organizing but the subject on misogyny was brought up because we've had some issues of men in the group talking over the women in the group or dismissing them. A comrade and I are trying to come up withe some texts for education to address this issue but we've both realized this is a blind spot in our theory knowledge. I suggested Caliban and the Witch and The Second Sex but after that I'm kind of drawing a blank.

Any and all suggestions are appreciated as always. Marxist and anarchist texts are both welcome.

Thanks!

 

Is No Man's Sky a good game after all the updates and fixing and adding all the stuff they promised?

I love space stuff but am not the biggest fan of Minecraft style crafting/mining. I don't mind it in Stardew and factory games are a favorite genre of mine, for reference. Basically I like the mechanics but it matters how they are implemented.

I've been trying to find a game that I can just turn my brain off and chill after a long day and right now Stardew is starting to get a bit stale(or I'm just dreading winter since there isn't much to do).

The game looks beautiful and I did spend maybe 100 hours on Starbound, which is like 2D NMS I think, but even on sale, it's at the upper limit I'd like to spend.

The other game is Hyperlight Drifter and it's $6 right now so I'm probably gonna get that one regardless.

Edit: I went ahead and grabbed it. I think my kid will also enjoy watching me play it.

 

I would like to just reiterate that this a safe space for radlibs and illiterate patsocs. We do not tolerate tankie shenanigans here.

 

I'm honestly a little bit hesitant to ask this because don't wanna seem like I'm stepping on toes.

So I've been doing some thinking stuff over the last few weeks/months and am starting to question shit.

I've always been cis male presenting and for the most part it's all I've really known, but I'm not in the least bit masculine. Back in the early 00s, the term metro-sexual was a thing and I sort of identified with that but like, meh? Idk. Now that just feels chauvinistic for some reason.

Recently I've been thinking about my own gender identity and although I present as a male, I honestly don't really care. I also have that autism(or is it just ND?) thing where I feel like a being or entity in a human suit basically. Like my inner self is controlling the body that people see me as, which is, of course male presenting.

I've been looking a bit into agender and demigender and hit some of the checkboxes but not really all, but I also don't really know another term for essentially "male body but don't care". A reddit search brought up "gender apathy" and that's a kind of maybe I guess.

The only other conclusion is that I am just cis, but fully aware of it maybe? Like I have a way wider understanding of gender and even sexuality than I did a decade ago so maybe I'm just cis and just not toxic about it? I'm just "woke" maybe?

I guess call this a journal-post but def open for discussion. I'm just going through some heavy mental exploration. I'm not sure if there is even a question here. Just me being confused.

I guess a question could be: how do you know? How do you know where you land on the gender spectrum? Or am I just making a mountain out of a molehill?

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submitted 2 years ago* (last edited 2 years ago) by roux@hexbear.net to c/askchapo@hexbear.net
 

Long story short but I finally caved and made a TikTok account.

I'm looking for commie and anarchist content creators. Theory bro stuff too.

Oh and any neurodivrgent creators is also a plus. Autism, ADHD, OCD, depression, anxiety, etc. related content would be great.

Any creators you think are just all around chill are also welcome.

TIA.

E: For some reason I wasn't able to follow anyone but logged out and back in yesterday and was able to follow 14 more people before it shit the bed again. Is this a common thing?

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submitted 2 years ago* (last edited 2 years ago) by roux@hexbear.net to c/memes@hexbear.net
 
 

I'm sort of on a kick lol.

 

I blame comrade JoeByeThen on my newfound obsession over leftist hip-hop.

 

Long story short, out of all the other things we've been struggling with, we just found out out utility bill hasn't been auto-drafting like it was supposed to and we are behind by 4 months.

We got help from our church but we still owe $400. We've practically burned through our savings while I've been trying to find a job and this sort of snuck up on us and it's a pretty big punch in the gut.

I really hate to ask since others have it worse off than us but anything will help. The goal is $400 but anything really will help. I'll probably take this post down in a few days because I don't wanna take away from our comrades that don't even have a roof over their heads.

My Venmo and Paypal is @rouxination.

My CashApp is $rouxination.

Thanks and love y'all.

E: thanks to those that chipped in. I'm gonna check back in the am and update again. My partner and I are working on budget stuff now so I am gonna take a break from thinking about money. I appreciate the help.

 

cross-posted from: https://hexbear.net/post/3855446

So I have an interview coming up sometime in the next 2 weeks and I have to do a few coding and SQL problems as part of it. I wanna start practicing now because I've gotten a bit rusty on algs and such. Does anyone have any suggestions on like array sorts and such to work on or like code golf sites to use? I have Leetcode pulled up and will be working a bit through that today but I just wanna get in as much practice as I can leading up to the interview. I donno when the interview will be but I just heard through the grapevine that there will be one.

I've been working on my own webdev stuff but the most I've had to touch JavaScript for is basically conditionals and loops, so I feel like I've fallen down on the other stuff a bit.

TIA

 

So I have an interview coming up sometime in the next 2 weeks and I have to do a few coding and SQL problems as part of it. I wanna start practicing now because I've gotten a bit rusty on algs and such. Does anyone have any suggestions on like array sorts and such to work on or like code golf sites to use? I have Leetcode pulled up and will be working a bit through that today but I just wanna get in as much practice as I can leading up to the interview. I donno when the interview will be but I just heard through the grapevine that there will be one.

I've been working on my own webdev stuff but the most I've had to touch JavaScript for is basically conditionals and loops, so I feel like I've fallen down on the other stuff a bit.

TIA

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