sharkfucker420

joined 2 years ago
[–] sharkfucker420@lemmy.ml 6 points 4 hours ago

Worrying about everything is precisely the reason I do nothing about anything unfortunately

[–] sharkfucker420@lemmy.ml 1 points 5 hours ago* (last edited 4 hours ago)

Its an awful experience most people don't do more than once. People who do are often engaging in a form of self harm. It should not be sold imo, its beneficial effects can be matched by later generation antihistamines without the negative effects. Causes dementia too iirc

[–] sharkfucker420@lemmy.ml 5 points 1 day ago

Yes and it is great. Personally I use a mixture of both

[–] sharkfucker420@lemmy.ml 10 points 1 day ago

Love headlines like this

 

What do I even do anymore

[–] sharkfucker420@lemmy.ml 24 points 1 day ago (8 children)

Others kinda covered it but I am someone who unfortunately has personal experience so I can offer details others can't. Diphenhydramine, AKA benadryl or DPH, when used in doses higher than recommended, produces deliriant effects similar to substances like datura. At first you feel like gravity had increased on you from all sides. You are sinking and compressing. Your head feels heavy and has an outward pressure. Your mouth is dry. There is a tickling on your arms and legs, its the spiders. Every once and a while shadows move in the shapes of people. You could swear you were just talking to your mother, where did she go? How did I get in the bathroom? Why is it so hard to pee? You are so thirsty. Then you wake up. That was roughly 200mg for me, that's 8 ish pills. Some people have much stronger hallucinations and often shared ones but this is the gist.

[–] sharkfucker420@lemmy.ml 1 points 1 day ago

ReligionForBreakfast my beloved

[–] sharkfucker420@lemmy.ml 4 points 1 day ago

I use fennec on mobile because it isn't chromium and isn't directly firefox. I use librewolf on desktop for the same reasons

[–] sharkfucker420@lemmy.ml 41 points 2 days ago

Its me, I am the corny ass white boy

[–] sharkfucker420@lemmy.ml 46 points 2 days ago

Critical support

[–] sharkfucker420@lemmy.ml 3 points 2 days ago* (last edited 2 days ago)

Idk what interest someone would have in making me if I were a bot

[–] sharkfucker420@lemmy.ml 41 points 2 days ago

So glad RSS is still around. My beloved

[–] sharkfucker420@lemmy.ml 13 points 2 days ago* (last edited 2 days ago)

Join an org or move out of the suburbs. Whichever is more accessable to you

 

Like feds at my door type shit. Y'all ever think about that. I've said some wild shit on here actually and I am realizing I should probably be concerned about it. Hby?

 

Read and watched all the source material today. It has officially been 41 hours of not sleeping. I literally ended it talking about the symbology of cubes (in reference to the Kaaba) and its either fire or the worst essay I have ever wrote.

and no I am not sharing that shit lol. How is y'all's experience with academia this finals season?

 

Specifically looking for early dynastic China but all periods are welcome.

 

My room is basically empty except for my bed, computer/desk, birdcage, and fan. It even has grey walls lol. This is mostly because my preferred horde is old books and they are pretty expensive so my collection is small. I also like maps, historical trinkets/artifacts, and indegenous art but I am unemployed lol.

I don't dislike what I currently have but I do wish I had unorganized stacks of books everywhere (if only my bird would not poop on them)

 

I am chuggin gin tonight (not an extended pattern of behavior to be clear) and honestly wtf. Everything is so cruel to the extent that it is almost rediculous.

So, I am a history student and tbh, the absurdity of modern class struggle is becoming fucking unreal to me. I genuinely cannot grasp how the bourgeois sleep at night. Like wtf. The human capacity for indifference is unfathomable. I am watching a video by coffeezilla where he covers the failure of a "bank", which is technically not a bank, that caused a bunch of people to lose 10s of millions of dollars collectively. Maybe being raised by labor aristocrats sheltered me from the inhumanity of capitalism and thats why this fucks me up so bad but one guy losts thousands of hours of his life to this shit. They're just fucking gone. How is this normal, how do most people accept this as their reality. I am honestly impressed by the docility of the working class in the imperial core. I think if I dropped a sumerian peasant into the modern United States they would immediately identify our society as fucked up beyond belief the moment they understood it.

idk where I expected to go with this post. shits just fucked up tbh and I cannot grasp why I see it and others don't. I have little material reason to do so, yet I do and so many others who have a material reason to realize this do not. I think I will smoke tonight and watch an ancient history documentary.

edit: tangentially related but finding you guys made me hopeful for the world, thank you for being sane

 

How was time in isolation? Any struggle sessions I missed?

 
 
 

Vaguely reminds me of 🗿as well

 
 
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