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She is working, and she has lots of assets. Think like middle class type of stuff.
That's why I kinda have no rebuttal...
I'm kinda starting to feel guilty
objectively, she did materially support me a lot
but its just emotionally neglectful and abusive
constantly bouncing between "I love you my child" to 5 minutes later "WHY ARE YOU SUCH A HORRIBLE CHILD"
I feel like I'm slowly being brainwashed... I feel like she has this "mind control" thing she's trying to use on me...
Sometimes I suspect (maybe this is my paranoia) she has some CIA mind control weapon that she's trying to use on me... yea I sound totally unhinged I know... logically I know that's crazy, but emotionally I feel like she planted a chip in my brain that made me so submissive
I feel like she's making me go crazy
Sometime I worry she knows what I'm thinking.
Sometimes I suspect she might not be real mother maybe... mabe I hear too many kidnapping stories...
idk, my throughts are a mess...
if I say this shit to a therapist, I'd be locked up lol
People don't need any advanced CIA techniques to control the way you think and feel; Plenty of 'normal' abuse tactics can achieve this over time - arguably, control is the entire point of abuse.
The way you're questioning yourself alarms me. You're likely being abused, and you need support. Please do whatever you can to get help. At the very least, read up on types of emotional abuse and their effects on victims. You're not the only one.