LeylaLove

So I thought I'd be good financially for the rest of the week, but had another small thing pop up. I got some unspecified virus. I got tested for covid and flu at urgent care and that came back negative, but I'm still feeling like death. I already have Tylenol and Benadryl at home, but I'm running out of the masks I yeeted from urgent care and want to get some guafenesin for the congestion. I'd also need like $5-$10 for gas to put in the sober living van to get to the store.

We have a new person that came into the house this week, so I really want to make sure I keep up on the masking so they don't get sick. The guafenesin is secondary, I really do need the masks though

Cash app is $thenewcashtag and Venmo is @thenewvenven

Medication assisted therapy is something a lot of alcoholics don't know about, and getting on the right meds can really turn shit around. Not sure if I'd wanna post it here or the drugs comm, but asking here so more people see the question

Edit: asking because I've been on a lot of MAT meds and could probably write a half decent guide

Self recorded in the 70s by a man who allegedly died of a weed overdose, this song is fucking fantastic

I hate sober living oh so much. I have a house meeting I have to go to every Sunday that's too time sensitive to take public transit to (we don't have busses here, we have ride sharing) so I have to take an Uber. I spent my money from this check on rent and groceries, so I'm broke for the week. This is fine, I'll live, I don't really need money for anything else other than getting to this fucking house meeting that I shouldn't even have to go to.

My cash app is $thenewcashtag and my Venmo is @thenewvenven

Fucking hilarious

I have had no energy today, I just want to use drugs and do nothing. I want to cook but I don't have the energy to, I just want to lay in bed. I tried forcing myself to do stuff with caffeine today but I just got overwhelmed by it and now I feel sick and want to lay in bed. Probably doesn't help that I got prescribed steroids today, and that's making me extra impulsive, but I really want to use today. Just hopped off a meeting and I feel better, but goddamn if the voice isn't loud today

So I got my first paycheck and simultaneously got screwed. Had to pay for my anti-psychotic out of pocket from the most expensive pharmacy around because it was a weekend, so I'm pretty broke. I'll live, I have my basic needs covered. But me and a few other people in the house need to go to urgent care today and we need some gas. Any help would be appreciated, my cash app is $thenewcashtag Venmo is @thenewvenven

Edit: someone sent me $10 and I'll make that work, thank you all so much ❤️

I've had it for about a week now, I've kept the outbreak from getting too bad but it still itches so bad, and I have it EVERYWHERE. On my face and lips, I have a patch in my ear, on my dick, all over my hands and arms, everything is suffering. I already washed myself with dish soap so it's not spreading anymore but goddamn if this isn't hell

Went to the pharmacy to pick up my meds yesterday, and they didn't have my anti-psychotic. This is my first major hurdle since being out of rehab, since drinking was the only way I coped with being without my anti-psychotic. What sucks is that this happened on memorial day weekend so I can't get this solved until Tuesday. Wish me luck y'all, it's gonna be a shitty weekend :/

But no matter how bad it gets, I'm not gonna drink about it

Been back to work for a week and it's already become my safe space. Not only do I need the extra hours, but I just want to get away from the shit of the house. People going off their psych meds, people who refuse to do anything for themselves, and they all expect me to pick up the slack for them. I spent my day having my phone blown up by people asking for cigarette money that I didn't have and wouldn't have given if I did, I had to stop in the middle of my work day to do a wakeup call for the person getting back on their meds today, I had to clean pretty much the entire house yesterday even though I live with 5 other people and half of them don't have jobs.

My ride is coming 3 hours late today and I thanked the fucking Lord that I don't have to deal with these people until at least 8. Sorry for the rant, these people just try their best to piss me off.