Wutchilli

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[–] Wutchilli@feddit.org 2 points 1 day ago

At least 2 weekdays and depending in how the Week went parts of or the hole weekend.

[–] Wutchilli@feddit.org 2 points 1 day ago

The thing is i didnt open up the same to everyone, and those who i opend up the most changed the most so i dont want to risk the rest of my friends from that group so i would still have to mask :(

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submitted 1 day ago* (last edited 1 day ago) by Wutchilli@feddit.org to c/autism@lemmy.world
 

Honestly i dont even know if i can put the things i feel at the moments in written words but i need to get them of my chest.

I hate being autistic at the moment.

I managed to build a friendgroup in the last two years, we hang out at the local hackspace, did sport together talked about emotions, cuddle etc.

I felt realy safe so I opend up, didnt mask all the time, told them how i feel when many humans are around, how i can crash when my social battery runs to low, how i make decisions, which emotions i have and which i dont, how i sometimes still struggle with being a human...

An with that parts of the group started to change, acted different around me, stoped being cuddly with me, told me that i should not come to partys because i might crash and they then dont want to care about me (they never had to before), and it just feels like i am no longer 100% welcome among some of them.

And i just hate it, i hate me, i want to undo telling them. But i also want to belong, feel safe, not needing to mask all the time and being accepted like i am.

[–] Wutchilli@feddit.org 28 points 2 days ago* (last edited 2 days ago)

Today in our lesseon on how to start a war: the lotr fandom

[–] Wutchilli@feddit.org 9 points 3 days ago (1 children)

Is friendshaped must therefore be friend

[–] Wutchilli@feddit.org 2 points 4 days ago

About 1,5 km for daily things and for more i take the bike vor public transport

[–] Wutchilli@feddit.org 5 points 4 days ago

I didnt knew that i need that sticker but now i need it in my life.

[–] Wutchilli@feddit.org 2 points 4 days ago

My thoughts exactly. My experience is that, when its their job to help you ,then they will do it with an appropriate amount of Motivation.

[–] Wutchilli@feddit.org 3 points 4 days ago

We are vursed with knowledge.

 

Ist doch ganz normal, eins hat doch normalerweise kein Gefühl oder Emotion für Geschlecht, oder ...oder?

 
 

Es wird auch dieses Jahr wieder auf dem Chaos Communication Congress die Möglichkeit geben als Auszubildende ins Chaos zu schnuppern. Bedingungen gibt es keine außer dass ihr eine Ausbildung (egal welche) machen müsst.

Mehr Infos: https://events.ccc.de/congress/2024/infos/azubi-tag.html

 

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