cows_are_underrated

Habe jetzt gut 3h dafür gebraucht und es hat absolut keinen Spaß gemacht.

I knew that people say, that estrogen changes the way you orgasm/feel pleasure, but it is absolutely wild what estrogen does. With my partner I can literally cum 6 times in a row without touching myself. If the orgsasm is good, than I can literally lay there for 10s with my whole body shaking. I never even got close to this while I still had testosterone.

What's even crazier is, that I Am just about 5 months into doing E (did not get Blood work done yet, but I am working on getting it done) and it seems like I am getting quite good results with suppressing my testosterone with 4mg/week EEN subq. Injections are wonderful.

When I was a kid/teenager, I absolutely loved books. II mostly read fantasy (I started with Harry Potter (oh the irony), then went on to Markus Heitz Fantasy universes and ended up with Robert Joardans Wheel of time) and (psycho-)thrillers (mostly Sebastian Fitzek). I read the same books over and over and over. I spent almost all of my free time reading. I was reading so insanely fast, that I could easily read over 300 pages on a single day. One thing that kept annoying the hell out of me back then was, that while reading I somewhat regularly had this "experience", where my vision would "zoom out". Everything looked much smaller than normally and like it was much further away from my point of view, than it normally is. At the same time it got incredibly hard to focus on something. I could read a book, but I did not comprehend what was standing on the pages.
All of this made reading while having this "experience" basically impossible which annoyed the hell out of me (what else should I do, if I could not read). Just recently did I realize, that this is literally the definition of dissociation.

Before I realised this, I thought, that the earliest signs of me being trans occured at the age of 14 (or around that time), but I experienced this kind of dissociating at least since the age of 10.

Hello everyone. I Am involved in organising my Citys queer pride parade, and the Afterparty in our students club. For this quite special occasion we thought that it might be a cool idea to offer some themed cocktails on the party. The problem is, I have no Idea what might be fitting and I have never mixed a single cocktail in my life. Thats why I thought, that I might just ask you, if any of you have some ideas for some cocktails (alcoholic or non alcoholic), that might fit the theme of a queer pride parade, that are easy to mix.

So I recently started builduing a tool to download Lemmy posts as raw HTML. I am using bash for this.

I got all of my other code working so far, but the problem is, that when I fetch a command just from the post id, the entire formatting is quite fucked. An example:

Does anyone know how I can fetch the post with curl (or if you have any other CLI programm, that could do this, feel free to recommend them to me), after everything has been loaded, so that in the end I can see the post as I would normally see it through the web interface.

So, I started to use orgmode for writing the documentation for my latest software project. This means, that I have code blocks and lots of special characters in my document. I will have to export this whole file to LaTex/pdf, so my colleague can bind it into his project documentation and this is exactly where my problems are. First of all: how can I turn of the need to manually stop the code execution for code blocks when exporting? I have the single line src_bash{} blocks but also the multiline versions:

#+begin_src bash :
#code
#+ends_src

The next thing is, that my function names include underscores, which in orgmode translates to making the following text lowercase. I tried using \ to escape it, but that only breaks it in a new way and I seriously cant comprehend how this so called zero width space is supposed to be used.

So I have the following problem. I use emacs (specifically orgmode, but my problem applies to emacs in general) quite a lot for writing longer texts (In the long term I even plan on writing scientific papers with emacs). However, one of the problems I have is line formatting. As you probably all know, emacs does not really have default "automatic line breaks" as you know them from rich text editors like LibreOffice. Instead emacs then just moves the entire window you see to the right, if a single line gets too long. Since this is awful for editing I started to add line breaks manually, however the problem is, that you then have to manually re-do the entire formatting if you decide to change the structure of one ore more sentences/lines, which is kind of annoying. The next problem is, that it may look good on your screen with the manual linebreaks, but the formatting then often looks bad when viewed on smaller screens.

One solution I saw is, that if a line gets to long, that emacs then just puts the rest of the line into a new line on the screen, without inserting a line break. How can I enable this behaviour in my emacs config?

I also found out about Auto Fill mode, however I kind of dont like, that it inserts a new linebreak relatively fast (my screen is wide, so I want to use it) and the problem with exporting still stands.

Anyone got any good workarounds that might be helpful?

Nach 3h haben wir es aufgegeben und dann 1h gebraucht um was anderes zum laufen zu bekommen. Ist jetzt im Endeffekt ArtiX geworden.

Update: after 3h of constant debugging and trying to fix the master pgp keys (one key was always expired and Blahaj couldnt recreate them) she gave up an is now installing Opensuse instead.

Second Update: after realising, that either I Am stupid, or the OpenSuse Tumbleweed install screen is complete bullshit I found something called ArtiX, that ended up working completely fine and actually worked. That was one hell of a trip.

Es ist ziemlich absurd, wenn so mit die geilste Lieder auf meiner Spielliste spielen und ich einfach nur mit dem Gesicht auf meiner Tischplatte liege und mich wie scheiße fühle.