Brother please do not feel ashamed to ask, if anything it is we in the west who have failed you and your loved ones. None of this would have happened if western governments did not unanimously give their full financial, military, and academic support to the zionist entity's 80 year campaign of genocide. We needed to hold our "civil society" accountable and cut the lifeblood to this crime against humanity a long time ago. It is the barbarity of these bloody sick israelis, the greed of the western so called "leaders", and our failure as citizens that has brought such suffering on your homeland.
Donations are the least we can do to help right this wrong. Inshallah hope you and your family find peace and stability, may the genocidal invaders be destroyed and forced to leave your rightful home. 
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