getting out of bed does be hard this time of year

I miss the good old days when men would name their sons “Gaylord”

under socialism all trans people will be provided up to 5 melee weapons and a wall mount for them, paid for by the state

You ever think that

When you have to let your facial hair grow out for electrolysis 🤢

Just a dogshit intrusive thought

down with cis

I had quite the fun and exhausting night last night, right here on Hexbear.net all thanks to Bureaucrat. I really love this bit.

We should add a Xenia emoji to hexbear. (perhaps the !libre@hexbear.net logo? (or maybe some other image at https://xenia-linux-site.glitch.me/ ))

Debian 4 lyfe

More dream posting:

I had a dream that I came out to my mom, and she reacted very positively. She asked me to dress up and go see a musical with her. I didn't have the heart to tell her that musicals are really more gay coded, but she was trying to be supportive lol.

Anyway, we went because she likes musicals even though I hate them haha

This is a stark contrast to last week's dream where she was super transphobic. A welcome change.

Next year will be the year of the Linux desktop, just you wait! :smuglord:

Gonna try linux desktop again. Is there a preferred distro among people who contribute to the kernel? Not that I likely will, I just want to flatter myself lol

Me, four hours ago: hmm I need to work plenty today

Me, now: WOOOOF WOOF BARK

Thought Complete: Poly-Transbian Underground

[Internalize]

how the fuck did the shipping get my dead name printed on the label of my package? this is bullshit wtf

at least i got my new shoes now. hopefully they fit

I saw a gender affirming doctor the other day and it’s really funny because they were unsure about upping my finasteride to higher dose because it might have side effects, and they were like “don’t you just want oestrogen?”. And I’m like “pretty sure that would have more side effects”.

Doing baseline bloods though in case I do decide and I’ve just upped the finasteride anyway.

Getting both the flu and covid shots at the same time was probably a bad idea especially since I haven’t been feeling great anyway lately. My whole body aches and I have a fever

Starting a new life in a new place and it’s going better than expected. Kindly issue is that I’m scared something will happen to sabotage it, like it’s too good to be true, or something I don’t really deserve. I guess there’s not much else I can do besides try to stop catastrophizing and make the best of it while I can.

Anyways, I know it’s been a stressful time for everyone with the elections and the struggle sessions on the site haven’t helped much. How’s everyone holding up?

Also on the topic of the election outcome, we had a good discussion in tracha (which you should all join btw, link in sidebar) about options for trans people in the US wanting to leave. I believe Canada lets in USians for up to 6 months with just a birth certificate and photo ID, which could be useful.

Anyone else have any good knowledge or strategies they might want to share for queer people who feel under threat?

I've obtain a bass pro shop hat from the thrift shop, gonna figure out what stats it'll confer on me later when I take it to work

Started playing Deltarune recently. It's reminding me of why I enjoyed Undertale so much, in a good way, because I'm having a lot of fun with it

Also going to be using these a lot more often, didn't realize there were so many Deltarune emojis on this site until I typed in the keyword <-- These are great

we finally have pones on the site !cute@hexbear.net

Not sure what to do. High dose estrogen injections + progesterone is causing a bit of breast growth, but also mild acne and (more crucially) unwanted body hair growth.

am i avoiding people if i see that they've messaged me but keep putting off replying, even though i want to

Thank the gods for psilocybin

I just bumped into the evil version of me today. You know the one who is prettier and richer than you with a fancier sounding similar name to you with an obnoxious laugh and she's really mean and has a gaggle of obnoxious friends? Yeah that one. She's a bitch