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Guy who I encounter like once a month sees me. First thing he says "is your chest large or do you have titties?"

I'm not ready to stop boymodding. I've officially entered the twilight zone. I've wasted too much time doing 0 voice training or practice with makeup/clothes.

Came out to my trans friends! (I wonder why I had a bunch of trans friends while presenting cis lol)

using my evil moderator powers to see who upvotes me so i know who will back my coup

waow I’m back
I hung out on 4t4 for awhile, but it’s starting to get too negative for me again.

Holy shit I actually got a job. Good god that was hard but I'll actually have some income so I can buy food and pay rent and not be living off favors like I've been for the past several months.

I suddenly feel so happy that I'm a girl . All I ever wanted.

I enjoy having thick thighs

On the topic of being trans and playing d&d flavored games; as a feminine trans masc I've always played and identified with the appearance of elves. Im practically elf gender!

Emotions are hitting harder

By emotions I mean sadness I keep getting to the verge of tears

the financial feasability of leaving the US is looking less than ideal for us. woof

::: spoiler anti volcel aktion (cw kink)

So uhh i had a lovely time this week I visited a friend. Wasnt expecting sex, was expecting platonic time with my friend. Instead i met a ton of lovely trans women, lost track of how many people i made out with, had a ton of super kinky sex, the group sex was so fun (at what point is it an orgy?) Tons of cuddles and joy, got covered in bite marks (my legs are literally more bruise than not bruise, deep purple pretty ones too), and like idek what bites came from who (wheres my bitemark analysis people at? I need yalls help (jkjk ik its bunk)). At one point there was something on tv, we were all watching it (7-9 of us? Idk) and i was cuddling with this other bottom, abd my friend the domme came over and they both just went to town on me, left me feeling so full of joy (and bruises lol). Nothing like having a domme administer poppers while two others inflict such joyous pain upon me in front of literally everyone, being choked and suffocated to keep me quiet so others could enjoy the tv, god i loved it.

Third injection done, end of week 2. Air bubbles are a pita. I think I can draw more then my dose and push it back into the vial though? So it ends up working out.

Cried more then usual this week, more tears, other then that nothing to report. Injection also hurt less then last time so maybe I just got unlucky and hit a nerve or something.

What do you think draws trans femmes so much to playing tieflings? No shade, I do it and did it as an egg as often as possible too. BG3, my tav was a tiefling

i havent had much luck with vidya gaymes recently, i get so bored so fast these days. im mostly a reading gal now-a-days

Another post about "would you press the cis button?"

Absolutely not.

itd be so cool if my whole life didnt feel like punishment for something i didnt even do

Idk why I'm feeling so positive all of a sudden but well, thanks brain chemistry?

I told off my mom for how she forced me to cut my hair and screamed at me in public. I stood my ground and said that I am having second thoughts about inviting her to my place if this is how she behaves.

My mom didn't like what I was saying but her attitude became a lot more apprehensive. Gotta say, It feels nice to show myself some basic respect.

being poly has its fun moments where you've got a full schedule and plenty of dates and other times where you've got a dry spell but damn right now is a monsoon season and I am flourishing in the desert bloom

My date cancelled because they woke up feeling sick

agab language is icky and exclusionary of both trans and intersex ppl and it should be sent to the fire plane

A new hair style would save me (cope)

I've been housing stressed lately but I do actually have some gender shit to share.

my interactive fiction slop is getting wips that might've been ai generated i hate ai so much pls make it stop

silent hill f review from men: 2/10 bad game

silent hill f review from girls: 11/10 i feel seen

beginning to see a pattern here

I know it’s not ideal for regular use, but would undecylate be a good way to cover a gap of a few weeks and avoid having to take hrt things across a border?

The heart says "do it"

The brain says "Abandon all thoughts of success. Achievement is an illusion and desire but a lie. You shall find solace only in the embrace of eternal slumber, for she is the beloved mother from which all life first arose"

The question is "should I come out to my parents this winter break?"

today:

• woke up to more bug bites and then found newer ones when i got home from work. no signs of anything in my bed though??
• unintentionally said something harmful to a friend and did some weaksauce sh to punish myself
• saw that a job listing I kept putting off applying to got taken down
• committed to having my mom over on the weekend to help clean my apartment because of the bug bites, but realized i'm going to have to hide my makeup and hrt before then
• crashed out over my hair yet again

it hasn't been a good day to be me

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