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submitted 2 weeks ago by TheChemist@hexbear.net to c/chat@hexbear.net

And no, I don't mean, the supposed "Playful Bullying" (that will upset me too, same with being teased), or being even lightly prodded.

The other day, I was questioned on whether I "actually am a leftist", by a friend. After I nervously answered fairly basic questions such as believing in healthcare and collective labor, they weren't convinced. Ever since that day, I felt like I couldn't be a leftist, especially since I lost any confidence in my ability to be "better" according to that person's standards. If I couldn't satisfy their standards that one time, what would be the point of trying to read theory and trying again? Yes I admit, I haven't tried to read theory. I have no confidence that I would do it correctly.

So, I was already completely lacking in confidence in actually being a good enough leftist. But after that incident where I was bullied and picked on, even for a few minutes... Something in me gave up trying to keep up with the people on this website. It also made me fear and lose confidence in trying, for fear that I would encounter other "Secret Tests of Character" like that.

I feel as though in terms of personality, I am too quiet, too shy, and I have too little to say or contribute anyways, to feel at home here. It feels as though speaking the loudest and having lots to say is what matters the most here, and that is something I cannot do.

So, given that everyone insists "read theory", which I haven't been able to, does this mean I am not at the standards I seem to see here?

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[-] propter_hog@hexbear.net 81 points 2 weeks ago

This is the least serious leftist space. You will be just fine here. If you make a bad take, you may get called out on it. But the correct response is to just investigate what they are saying and adjust your views accordingly. That's all it takes to be a "good" leftist; the only "bad" leftist is someone who refuses to do that navel-gazing, refuses to critically examine their own views.

[-] Angel@hexbear.net 32 points 2 weeks ago

Thank you, user with a pig shitting on its balls as their profile picture, very cool!

[-] RedWizard@hexbear.net 49 points 2 weeks ago

No one reads theory, they just tell people to read theory. One day someone will actually read theory and tell us what the hell we're all doing here.

[-] Lyudmila@hexbear.net 26 points 2 weeks ago

The whole class has been ignoring the homework? It was all in the syllabus, and I kept reminding you to do the reading!

You all know the final isn't being graded on a curve, right? It's covering all of the material from the whole year.

[-] blame@hexbear.net 13 points 2 weeks ago

As an admin you're expected to be part of the vanguard party that cleanses us of our false consciousness.

[-] RedWizard@hexbear.net 11 points 2 weeks ago

Aw man, professor sounds mad, if we cant pass this class we'll be turning linen into coats our whole lives... We need a study montage set to The Distance by Cake! stat!

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[-] Hestia@hexbear.net 17 points 2 weeks ago

All I know is the true value of linen.

[-] propter_hog@hexbear.net 14 points 2 weeks ago

It's an excellent cooling material; even other organics can't compare

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[-] RedWizard@hexbear.net 14 points 2 weeks ago

The true value of linen was the coats we made along the way.

[-] TheChemist@hexbear.net 15 points 2 weeks ago

So... They weren't actually being serious? And were just repeating a phrase all this time!? Another incident of me being Literal Minded...

[-] FunkyStuff@hexbear.net 37 points 2 weeks ago

He's joking. People definitely read theory. But can I let you in on a little secret? I only read like, the first 40 pages of Capital vol 1, said "oh wow that's just impossible for me to read right now" and watched a bunch of videos from The Marxist Project so I could grasp the most important concepts. I've focused on reading about history instead, because it's a lot more palatable for me, and I think in most conversations with other people it's most helpful to know a lot about history and a little about the economic laws that govern history, than to be an expert on those laws but not know enough details about history to make convincing arguments to people. Of course, once I feel more comfortable I'll give the big book another crack!

I recommend that if you hate capitalism and feel like all this crap is made up BS, you should do something similar to break into leftism. Read something easier and more modern; anything Parenti, Chomsky, Vincent Bevins, etc. then you can complement your understanding of history with a bit of understanding of Marxist theory, you can read a bit of Mao or Stalin, who actually made some very nice essays explaining dialectical materialism and its application. You can look up lectures on Marx, I recommend David Harvey, Michael Hudson, and Richard Wolff. Just take it at your own pace, it's not like there's an exam to pass.

[-] dannoffs@hexbear.net 24 points 2 weeks ago* (last edited 2 weeks ago)

I've read all three volumes of Capital, and I can confidently say reading it is something you should do eventually, but it would be counter productive to read it without already having a fairly good understanding of most of it's core concepts and having built up a tolerance for dry, difficult reading. Starting with it is the theory equivalent of trying to read Ulysses as your first novel or playing battletoads as your first videogame.

Also, I've talked to people who haven't read it in its entirety but definetly understand it better than I do.

There is a new translation of it into English that just came out that's supposed to be a lot easier to understand but I personally haven't checked it out yet.

[-] Lyudmila@hexbear.net 22 points 2 weeks ago

Paul Reitter's recent translation is really good! I think it's a much more approachable translation for modern readers, and it's the only translation in English that's based on that last (4th) German edition of the book.

Having said that, my personal copy of Capital is from 1906 with some beautifully penciled marginalia from the comrade who originally owned it, and I can't bring myself to replace it or justify buying yet another copy just to loan out or reference corrections that were already penciled in to my copy in the margins.

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[-] AnarchoAnarchist@hexbear.net 12 points 2 weeks ago* (last edited 2 weeks ago)
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[-] dannoffs@hexbear.net 18 points 2 weeks ago

A lot of people here have read theory, but also a lot of have not. Both categories will tell you to read theory. The point is more telling people to not argue out of their ass and be knowledgeable.

[-] RedWizard@hexbear.net 16 points 2 weeks ago

I'm being a little flip honestly. Ive read 50% of capital (about 500 pages) and haven't picked it up in months. This shit was written in the late 1800s, it's not easy to do. I don't fault anyone who hasn't read it. There are a lot beginners lists out there to get you stated. But that said, anyone who seriously talks down to you for not having read theory is not a good comrade and could benefit from some self critique.

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[-] CloutAtlas@hexbear.net 34 points 2 weeks ago

Being gatekept on being a leftist is extremely leftist, the more times you've been purity tested the more leftist you are. Doesn't matter if you actually pass those purity tests, mind you, but it means you've stuck around long enough to not have given up and succumb to becoming a lib or fash.

As for theory, you can start with listening to Dolly Parton's seminal "9 to 5" as a primer on communism

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[-] GalaxyBrain@hexbear.net 31 points 2 weeks ago

Also there isn't like an exam for leftism. Being an educated leftist is always better but if you say you're a comrade, you are to me until proven otherwise and that's done through actions

[-] dannoffs@hexbear.net 14 points 2 weeks ago

You're saying I bought a whole stack of scantrons for nothing?

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[-] Bobson_Dugnutt@hexbear.net 30 points 2 weeks ago

No, you won't be bullied as long as you act in good faith. It's a good sign that you want to grow and learn and are willing to ask questions.

In my book, you're a leftist if you want the end of capitalism. The rest of theory is just for learning the how and the why.

For something that's easier to read, I'd suggest Blackshirts and Reds by Michael Parenti.

[-] ProletarianDictator@hexbear.net 20 points 2 weeks ago

Blackshirts and Reds by Michael Parenti.

Cannot recommend a book more. Dead simple. Huge impact. Best bang for buck read imo, especially if you still have lingering apprehension about AES states.

[-] Wheaties@hexbear.net 24 points 2 weeks ago

A work like Capital may be a little much to start with and the style is a little old fashioned, but I think you're underestimating yourself. Reading any sort of non-fiction just means taking it at the pace you are comfortable with. Sometimes you have to look up a word or a phrase, sometimes you have to sleep on something and come back to it with fresh eyes -- that's fine! Understanding isn't something you get immediately -- it comes over time. If you're still intimidated, maybe try starting with something outside of direct theory. Pick a topic that you're interested in, and find a book on it. Reading is like any habit, it gets better with practice!

[-] TheChemist@hexbear.net 12 points 2 weeks ago

What if the topic is Folktales from Russia and other places? Shouldn't their short length per tale not be good for practicing reading?

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[-] MaoTheLawn@hexbear.net 22 points 2 weeks ago* (last edited 2 weeks ago)

'having lots to say is what matters the most here, and that is something I cannot do.'

  • something you cannot do... YET.

my first year or two of leftism was hanging out in online forums and reading 'easy' theory by Chomsky and other similar palatable modern theorists, who aren't exactly Marxist with a capital M, but have valid critiques of capitalism. Naomi Klein, David Graeber, even Michael Moore.

I'd recommend 'How The World Works' by Chomsky. The title makes it clear what it's about. It's my go to recommendation to anyone who's curious. The whole book is taken directly from his radio appearances and the like, so it's totally conversational and written for maximum digestibility. Each chapter is very short, sometimes even just a page or two iirc. He gets into the big debates, without throwing jargon around.

For me, it was illuminating, and made me pretty angry with the world and the lies I'd been told. This drove me to go further and further. I found what interests me most: imperialism. I've spent about 3 years reading about it, and will probably read about it until the day I die. I can't get enough of it. I've even written plays about it. I could talk about it for days on end. And yet three years ago, I probably couldn't have even put Congo or Venezuela on a map.

All this is to say that it'll all come to you. And that I think a knowledge of imperialism is the key to unlocking Marxism.

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[-] amberSuperMario@lemmygrad.ml 20 points 2 weeks ago

what do you mean by you haven’t been able to read theory? like is something making it difficult for you or are you not sure where to start, or is it something else? someone here might be able to help you out

[-] TheChemist@hexbear.net 17 points 2 weeks ago

It is mostly due to depression and having very little confidence in what people often call "Critical Thinking Skills" And I know that, when I read something, I am literal minded due to autism, so I often make incorrect conclusions, unless I am told outright what the intended message was.

[-] Sulvor@hexbear.net 13 points 2 weeks ago

Fuck those people for making you feel that way. I felt a similar way when presented with "theory" as a whole. Some (most) of it needs to be read multiple times and possibly with a companion guide of some sort to understand imo. Anybody who pretends to understand complex archaic language without historical context without re-reading lines multiple times is either a genius or fooling themselves.

[-] amberSuperMario@lemmygrad.ml 17 points 2 weeks ago

Me reading the first chunk of State and Revolution, not knowing who any of the people Lenin was criticizing are:

Pop Team Epic panel of Popuko saying, "Aah, so it's like that, huh. I understand everything now." An arrow is pointing to her and says "Doesn't get it at all"

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[-] mayo_cider@hexbear.net 20 points 2 weeks ago

Just learn a handful of quotes and drop them here and there in discussions, no one will notice that you haven't read theory

[-] Cowbee@hexbear.net 17 points 2 weeks ago

20 yards of linen (don't laugh) fuck kautsky

Did I do it right?

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[-] Cowbee@hexbear.net 19 points 2 weeks ago

@mathemachristian@hexbear.net already linked my basic beginner guide in this thread so I won't spam it. Instead, I'll leave you with advice for if you never read theory, as much as I think you should.

Don't speak on what you haven't thoroughly investigated. If that is, say, whether or not revolution is required, don't immediately say yes or no, or even say that you think revolution is required but aren't sure. This sounds mean, but I promise, this right here will eliminate the vast majority of any real bullying you could come across. You can learn the answers to those questions by reading theory janet-wink but also by listening to others.

Secondly, browse effort-posts and the News Mega. Just see what people are saying, and try to look up online what you aren't familiar with.

Third, just have fun in the general megathread and hobby comms like c/games! Those are just comfy and cozy.

[-] 2Password2Remember@hexbear.net 18 points 2 weeks ago

Yes I admit, I haven't tried to read theory. I have no confidence that I would do it correctly.

two points. first, the only incorrect way to read theory is to not read it. even if you don't understand 100% of a book -- hell, even if you only understand 25% of a book the first time you read it -- you can still get a lot out of it and become a better, more informed leftist. second, theory is only one side of the coin. what makes a good leftist is a combination of theory and praxis that inform each other, so if you're still really that worried about not being able to read theory, getting out and actually contributing to a leftist cause will both help you feel like you're a Good Leftist and make reading theory more approachable, bc praxis informs theory and vice versa

Death to America

[-] iie@hexbear.net 17 points 2 weeks ago

I want to second what propter_hog said, being a leftist is a process. There is always more to learn about the world and the forces that drive it. Keep learning, and develop some healthy skepticism and media literacy with regard to capitalist depictions of socialist countries, and you're on track.

[-] ComradeMonotreme@hexbear.net 11 points 2 weeks ago

process

Almost like a dialectic curious-marx

[-] PM_ME_YOUR_FOUCAULTS@hexbear.net 16 points 2 weeks ago

We're all liberals here, so no worries

The important thing is to engage in a continual process of learning and self-education, so that you can engage in correct practice. Liberals don't have to do this because a. we're constantly bathed in propaganda that disseminates their worldview and b. they don't want to change the world in any meaningful way. You can pick up a lot by just hanging out with other leftists here and listening and chatting, but eventually you will want to read theory to better understand why they think the the things they do. Better yet, join an org irl, engage in political education through them and put it into practice.

At the end of the day, leftism isn't something you are, it's something you do.

[-] PointAndClique@hexbear.net 14 points 2 weeks ago

Your 'friend' sounds like an arsehole tbh

[-] GalaxyBrain@hexbear.net 14 points 2 weeks ago

You're here to learn, you won't get bullied. Generally when someone gets dumped on massively it's cause they came in combative and arrogant and remained so in the face of people replying with paragraphs of well written and educational rebuttals with links, if the other person proceeds to double down it's open season. This us a very comfy place to be otherwise. You're approaching with probably more humility than we'd expect let alone see often, so you're fine.

Welcome! We have a LOT of emojis and an account everyone can use if they want to pretend they're a dog!

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[-] Alaskaball@hexbear.net 13 points 2 weeks ago

Well don't be afraid to ask questions if you got them and if anyone chooses to behave like a little shit, report them to get swatted on the nose with a newspaper roll.

[-] Sulvor@hexbear.net 12 points 2 weeks ago* (last edited 2 weeks ago)

Down with purity tests.

If you want fair treatment and opportunity for all people and an end to the exploitation of the third world, you're a leftist.

Das Kapital was fundamental to my leftist awakening, don't let others tell you its scary.

[-] Sulvor@hexbear.net 11 points 2 weeks ago

I will say, an easier introduction to written leftist thought would be:

The Communist Manifesto

What is to Be Done?

Social Reform or Revolution

Settlers

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[-] Jabril@hexbear.net 12 points 2 weeks ago

People will argue with you if you say something they disagree with but the only bullying I've seen is towards people who are being bigots or advocating for things that objectively suck

[-] carpoftruth@hexbear.net 11 points 2 weeks ago

I don't know if this is a bit or not, but either way you're all good in my books comrade

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