Having a would be a great deal for reinventing myself honestly and not just getting stronger wise, the fantasy of just putting everything on pause more or less. I think I could handle the loneliness pretty well as I do what I need in those 2 years.
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Hexbear user who has only recently read Dorley Hall, reading this post: Getting a lot of 'Dorley Hall' vibes from this...
Accidentally outed myself the other day when someone asked another trans woman if laser hurt and I laughed
bottom surgery uncertainty
I got invited to a webinar about surgery yesterday, and it reminded me that I put in a referral last year to get vaginoplasty.
I uhh don't think I want to do it, which I didn't expect. My bottom dysphoria has not been too present lately, and since the definition of "woman" in my mind has been broadened outside of cis standards, I just kinda feel like... I dont need to.
more genital stuff
Not that I will ever be able to afford it – I live in a part of the world where there's no way someone else like insurance will even consider covering it – but I've always felt the same way and I feel this even more after years of HRT shrank whatever I had to not really noticeable. I am happy that I did orchi though, not caring about testosterone is nice.
hope yall r good at parrying because im dueling you all to the death, fox only, fin destination
Some people seem so fucking happy to be trans and others seem miserable, I’m in the miserable camp but I want to be happy. Happy trans people, what’s your secret?? I want in, let me in
Stop trying to achieve western beauty standards™ and just vibe with the trans homies
dysphoria posting
god I can't wait until I don't feel visceral hatred of my body, face, voice, mannerisms, and general appearance
Surely that has to happen eventually, right? Right? Right???
Frozen peaches are a fun and cool snack. 👍
if I had my little way I'd eat peaches every day.
dysphoria raving, doomer shit
Did I permanently fuck my brain by deciding not to look at myself for years?
So many girlies make posts like “X months on estrogen and I can finally see(or start to see) a girl in the mirror.” Or “I can actually stand to look at myself because I can see the changes that are happening.”
I feel like if I look in the mirror after all this time and don’t see a cis woman it’s jover, not that I can be sure my brain would even acknowledge I pass if I did with my potential BDD.
There is a really cynical part of me that thinks estrogen isn’t “magic” and all the baby trans will eventually be bitter and disappointed like me when that reality hits.
But I’m hoping I am just mentally ill and delusional.
sex/masturbation
Estrogen has destroyed my ability to just mindlessly crank one out based on pure friction. Generally, this feels great. But I feel so disconnected from myself sexually. How can I speed up the process of learning myself again?
spoiler
Jerking off has gotten so mid, the orgasm is very underwhelming and it doesn’t feel like I really cum anymore (is it possible for your body to stop producing semen?)
Self criticism time. I always thought the concept of bibliotherapy was bogus. As in doing therapy through a book.
But I think reading Sisters of Dorley Hall is actively helping me work through a bunch of stuff.
I may be forever flat chested but there is always the hope that I can get a fat ass
Not like I will ever exercise to do so, but I can pretend and imagine
Brain chemistry is cookin' hard. Inhaling coal, exhaling steam and smoke
i got new shelves in my greenhouse and it's so much tidier now
Peaches are amazing. They're one of my all time favorite fruits
If you care about looking cool in front of people tell them you listen to drum n bass when they ask for your music preferences instead of just saying video game OSTs. If they ask for any recommendations look something up so you don't default to saying Bomberman or ridge racer, not talking from experience everyone knows I'm a dweeb anyway
I like how the story started to play out in Adventure 2 but gameplay wise I feel it started to enter the era of "do all these cool tricks as we intended to get a perfect score" compared to adventure 1 which was just about speed. Like your score is still heavily tied to your speed but each little section if you break it down is just tight action sequences you have to nail in between the next action sequence... I miss the free form style of Adventure 1 so much