It's fucked up my gf has a stuffed dog plushie she cuddles with in my stead.
Practically cheating tbh.

Fat redistribution has made my upper arms squishy :3

I may not be first but I am on time.

Going back to a family gathering in august. Going between cancelling, boymoding, or saying fuck it and wearing what I want. Only thing is that it's gonna be extremely uncomfortable no matter what.

I will get facial hair removal paid - probably. Enormous W, finally. I am usually too afraid of getting clocked and harassed w/o hiding my permanent beard shadow by close shaving and makeup. No longer.

met up with some other trans people today at the local park that was nice. even kind of flirted with one after she said she thought she could pick me up (she could)

I'm extremely annoyed with myself today. I went out to take care of a couple errands with my puppy wife this afternoon and I forgot my damned masks at home. I usually leave them in the car, but circumstances had them in the house for today. Anyways, it was a long drive out and we were only going to be there for a few minutes, so I went and did my thing anyways unfortunately. Hope that I didn't catch anything since I know COVID numbers are up right now.

The one thing about that occurrence that does make me happy is that I was gendered correctly even without a mask. I suppose the HRT is truly redistributing the fat in my face and confirming what I thought I saw in my progress pics. I'm so happy right now

Sometimes I'll look down while sitting in my chair and think my body is girl-shaped.

I saw a girl in the mirror

see the cool thing about having the trans mega be as big as it is now is that the number of threads i want to spend time in on this site has literally doubled

down with cis

went to a christian coming of age party yesterday, had fun being very trans and girly

now there's going to be another one in 4 weeks, and im going to go as full on goth, with my 10cm tall platforms and disdainful look permanently applied

I'm only a strong, independent woman by circumstance. I'm actually a very weak, dependent woman whose been through too much bullshit and has no one to depend on

sending love to all my trans pals

Transitioning later in life means that when I get places lasered the white hairs (there's a lot) remain. If I was at a different point it would probably still bother me but at least they dont show as much.

shout-out to postal workers for delivering my E, i fuck with that heavy

I’ve got to stop preemptively assuming that my fatigue issues are going away when I’ve just been way less active lol. Today I weeded the garden and then crashed for the whole day.

Okay so now that we've reached 1000 comments, the admins have to give over control of the site to the Totalitarian Trans Dictatorship right? Cishets in danger??

I fucking inhaled "Sisters of Dorley" what an amazing piece of trans fiction about the healing power of forcefem(as a solution to toxic masculinty). Not in a erotic way, it's a very non-horny story.

It is a really beautiful work about feminity, being trans, found family and what it means to grow and change as a person.

But no joke, it is actually really good, and in fact so good that it gave me a bunch of motivation to progress with my own transition, because being women and being trans and transitioning brings the characters so much happiness. It is just so uplifting to read.

I read it all on sunday and today, I almost forgot to eat and drink on sunday, because I simply couldn't stop reading.

I look forward to the day I can throw out my safety razor.

You folks are wild. I can't keep up with the mega anymore. We're also like 80 comments behind the news mega. wtf

ohh i'm having a nice one sitting here at the park in makeup and pretty clothes watching my children play and actually living the dream.

I expected folks to treat me weird but so far every time I have gone out full femme (3) everyone seems super extra nice to me instead so that's nice. I'm sure i'll eventually get some static cuz I don't remotely pass but I can handle it if it happens i'm tough 💪💃

Friday is the estrogen appointment. Hyyypppeeddd.

I finally got to watch I saw the tv glow - I knew I had wanted to watch it and every trans person with good taste in movies (including here) said to watch it. I did like it, but I wish I had been warned that

two trans girls vs all of glados test chambers

glados didn't stand a chance

I think I'm making some progress with my voice. It sounded pretty good for a few seconds, and then I had stop because it was starting to hurt my throat. Now I just need to figure out how to do it in a sustainable way

Today's an awesome day. Today marks 3 months since my bottom surgery and the official end of my recovery. Still a little bit of issues here and there, but nothing serious enough for me to not be able to return to normal, daily activity. So stoked to getting back to working out and getting back to working my ass and hips. Hopefully I can drop a couple pounds and make my hips BEEG just in time for the furry convention I'll be able to go to here in a bit. Though I am still sad I couldn't make it to Anthrocon again this year :< (been going every year since 2011, missed this year and last year due to mine and puppy wife's bottom surgeries)

fucking new york twinks with their bangs, cigarettes and sleazy music - I was supposed to be a lesbian leaning bi disaster

Went out shopping with my sister today so I could thrift some femme clothes (I found a really nice jean jacket and women's jeans with s p a c e!) and we went to where her boyfriend works. Was talking to her after and she was like "yeah he had a feeling you weren't cis" (I rarely see this guy). I swear everybody except for my own family somehow knew that I was probably trans , literally none of my friends were surprised.

AGHH ALMOST FORGOT TO MENTION THE FLUFFY SLIPPERS

I know I changed my pronouns before (and then changed them back) but this time I want it to be for real. I'm a woman damn it.

Spending my day off being eepy in bed in a skirt, life is good.

I'm a "binary" trans woman but the word binary is really blurry like you need glasses

I have confirmation my sister's wedding will be in February.
I have so much time, thank God.

t4t is the dream tbh

t4t communism ftw

Hello everyone I hope you are all having a great week, shame that pride ended, tbh it should be the whole summer. Anways, much love and have a great week!!! 🥰🥰🥰🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍⚧️🥰🥰🥰

talking with a close friend of mine about a really fun conversation we once had where at 14 i said that I didn't really feel like a man but I didn't change anything about it because it was "convenient, i guess" i guess. She was a closeted trans woman at the time and i was still thinking i was cis for a long time after

The first time I actively remember hearing about someone being transgender was when Kaitlin Jenner came out and did an interview about it. Interviewer asked if her being trans and attracted to women meant she was gay and I remember her saying no and I got really confused after that. I was super fascinated by the idea of changing ones gender but at the time I kind of decided that the topic was too complicated for me to investigate further.

Funnily enough 2 of my childhood friends are transmen who came out and transitioned after I lost contact because we went to different schools. Would have be interesting to share experiences with them when I was younger, maybe I’d have figured out my own identity sooner.

It doesn’t really matter though, I see lots of people on here who are transitioning or transitioned later in life and even though it might be a bit more difficult because we’ve been through puberty already, I’m sure we’ll all end up fine :)