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The Ten Largest, No. 2

The Ten Largest Painting Series

Hilma af Klint was a Swedish abstract artist who was way ahead of her time. She might just be the first abstract painter in Western modern art history but did not get recognition until just recently. Lately, there have been several exhibitions of her work; for example, at Moderna Museet in Stockholm and MalmΓΆ, Sweden. Hilma af Klint’s The Ten Largest is iconic and has lately been shown all over the world, most notably at Tate Modern in London and a couple of years ago at Guggenheim Museum in New York. It is one of her most important works, and the large scale of the paintings is quite striking.

Hilma af Klint (1862–1944) started as a landscape and portrait painter after graduating from the Royal Academy of Fine Arts in Stockholm in 1887. During her career, she also had an interest in the spiritual worldβ€”an interest she later employed in her art. According to the artist, she received messages from the spirits telling her what and how to paint.

The Ten Largest is a group of works comprising ten 10,76 x 7,87 ft (328 x 240 cm) egg tempera paintings. The paintings depict the spiritual evolution of humans, taking us from childhood, through youth, and adulthood to old age. Let’s take a closer look at the history and the meaning of The Ten Largest!

History of the Paintings

Hilma af Klint took precise notes on her work with The Ten Largest, and therefore we know a lot of the meaning and how to understand the paintings through her notebooks. The Ten Largest is part of a larger series of artwork called Paintings for the Temple, a series she was assigned from the spiritual world. We know, from Hilma af Klint’s notes, that there were more spirits involved in the assignment, whom she called β€œThe High Masters.” She saw herself as a channel between the spiritual world and this world.

Af Klint painted The Ten Largest during a 40-day period in 1907, and the spirits were very specific with the timeline. They told her to paint each painting in four days, following each other, which she completed with help from at least two friends. She created the paintings swiftly and spontaneously, with little planning. She completed the whole series in 40 days.
The Meaning

The paintings depict the evolution of human consciousness and the spiritual evolution of the human mind. Each painting should be interpreted as a phase in life. Hilma af Klint was very interested in spiritualism, which was not uncommon in the early 20th century, especially in the cultural circles. The paintings were supposed to give humanity images of life beyond everything, which were not visible otherwise. However, when Hilma af Klint searched for a suitable place to exhibit and show the world these beautiful abstract paintings, she did so in vain. In 1932 she decided that since the world was not ready to take part in and understand the spiritual messages in her paintings, most of her artwork and her notebooks were to be kept from the public for 20 years.

Childhood

Ten Largest No.1

The two first paintings in the series represent childhood. These two works have a blue background. They also depict Hilma af Klint’s fascination with duality. She described in her notebooks two principles in the spiritual world. These principals were not to be understood as opposites but as something forming a whole together. In these paintings describing childhood, we see a lot of individual shapes forming pairs. According to the artist herself, the lily and the color blue represented the feminine principle, and the rose and the color yellow symbolized the masculine principle. We can see a lot of organic forms and shapes in all of The Ten Largest. Furthermore, in the paintings representing childhood, we see a lot of forms associated with plants and vegetation.

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[–] Nasalstrip@hexbear.net 7 points 1 day ago (1 children)

I hope this is allowed to post on a mega thread but does anyone have recommendations for window AC units? I’m willing to spend up to $400 because summer is absolutely miserable in humid and hot as fuck Wisconsin. Whatever will keep my room the coolest, reduces humidity, lasts decently long, and isn’t super loud. Thanks, sorry this isn’t super related to this thread (although I am trans lol)

[–] Kuori@hexbear.net 4 points 21 hours ago

the trans mega is for posting while trans imo

[–] Wmill@hexbear.net 9 points 1 day ago (1 children)

Me:I hope I get to dream of the cute grunge tomboy I've been talking to crush

Dream: it's the breaking bad dream were chuck from BCS is making me exercise in a garage with stay-out-of-my-territory and waltuh catgirl-cry

[–] Wmill@hexbear.net 6 points 1 day ago (2 children)

@segfault11@hexbear.net pls tell me New Mexico suburbs aren't real and they can't hurt me πŸ₯Ί

[–] segfault11@hexbear.net 6 points 1 day ago (1 children)

they're real but the only person who lives there now is a lesbian who used to write romance novels. she'll join us soon πŸ™‚

[–] Wmill@hexbear.net 4 points 1 day ago (1 children)

Ngl this has intrigued who is this lesbian?

[–] segfault11@hexbear.net 3 points 1 day ago

main character of pluribus, vince gilligan's new show

They are real and they will hurt you

Sorry

You must know the harsh reality

[–] SorosFootSoldier@hexbear.net 3 points 23 hours ago

Can you ping me when the new mega goes up so I can post my usual

[–] Alisu@hexbear.net 14 points 1 day ago

I want to talk about how being nonbinary is a little weird and some conflicting feelings I have about my own body, but I'll wait till tomorrow for the new mega

[–] BountifulEggnog@hexbear.net 15 points 1 day ago (1 children)

Hangout went well! Very nice meeting all of them irl, got to talk with one of the enbies there and back which was nice, they were very talkative. But it was very nice being in a group of queer people and being out, even if it was a bit weird for me at times.

[–] BountifulEggnog@hexbear.net 6 points 1 day ago (2 children)

Oh one specific thing I meant to say, on the ride back we were talking about trans kids and they said something like at 18 it's already over :catgirl-flop: true though

[–] TerminalEncounter@hexbear.net 10 points 1 day ago* (last edited 1 day ago) (2 children)

I transitioned in my late 20s and while Ive fantasized for sure about transing my gender at like 5 years old - I wouldnt say its over :p thats some silly shit

Ive met ladies who transitioned after 50, they seem happy

[–] XiaCobolt@hexbear.net 9 points 1 day ago* (last edited 1 day ago)

I transitioned at 35. I do wish I had transitioned earlier. But it's been pretty great. Frequently I get people in my job assuming I'm in my late 20s. They're like what's your secret? And I'm like "start estrogen at 35! I guess that's not an option for everyone".

[–] BountifulEggnog@hexbear.net 6 points 1 day ago (1 children)

Was kinda over for me when my voice dropped t b h. Only gotten worse since then, idk how that's silly.

Happy for them that they can be happy in a worse situation, wish that was me

I know you've been feeling in a dark hopeless place lately, I hope it gets better. It must feel so overwhelming

Ive said it before but you can voice train and have the voice you want, it is reachable~

[–] Alisu@hexbear.net 10 points 1 day ago

I don't really agree with the sentiment. Of course trans kids should get the appropriate care, before puberty if needed. But saying it's over is a little too much... Lots of trans women transition late and it's not over, they end up being fine, so I don't think we should say "it's over".

Unless you just mean that at 18 puberty has done most of it's things and prohibiting access to hrt before that would be ridiculous, that I agree with 100%.

Puberty does a lot of irreversible things, and forcing someone to go through it is basically like forcibly giving someone hormones.

[–] RION@hexbear.net 10 points 1 day ago

I think tomorrow I'm gonna try to go to Old Navy by myself and get more girls clothes, or at least try some on. I'll do the foundation and tinted lip balm and hopefully no one will bother me

[–] segfault11@hexbear.net 9 points 1 day ago (1 children)
[–] BountifulEggnog@hexbear.net 6 points 1 day ago* (last edited 1 day ago)

Yes, it's usually really annoying (like right now)

[–] catter@hexbear.net 10 points 1 day ago (1 children)

Things are very bad. I'm the most out I've ever been and my world is turning upside down. Fuck.

[–] TerminalEncounter@hexbear.net 7 points 1 day ago (1 children)

The nice part of being out is getting to be yourself! Instead of needing a constant filter and dysphoria.

I hope things get more stable soon

[–] catter@hexbear.net 7 points 1 day ago

Thank you. Your constant support and positivity mean a lot to me πŸ’œ I can't not be myself anymore, and this is just the cost of that.

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[–] Ceres@hexbear.net 9 points 1 day ago

correcting for a post I deleted earlier:

dysphoria/dysmorphia but positive thoughts, body stuffI needed to draw a character for a Lancer campaign, and because I dont have experience drawing anatomy I figured to take photos of myself in a few poses and trace overtop of them. Initially tracing the photos felt really awful, and any (perfectly normal) skill issues at drawing proportions was being turned into dysmorphia, but I perserved and erased and corrected things until I ended up with a really nice sketch of myself. Its so nice that I don't want to do my original plan of drawing the pilot suit overtop and erasing the body lines, so I'll need to make a copy haha.

But also because the original photos were me in a bra and underwear, the resulting drawing where I omit the bra + underwear is somehow even more intimate to me than a nude photo. its really pretty comfy

I've heard people say that modelling their own face out of clay was a really nice experience and I think this was similar to that.

[–] segfault11@hexbear.net 15 points 2 days ago (1 children)

i thought dating as a queer person would be sending each other πŸ₯Ί over and over but it's actually sending each other 😳 over and over

[–] TerminalEncounter@hexbear.net 12 points 2 days ago (1 children)

Bottom to bottom communication

[–] segfault11@hexbear.net 13 points 2 days ago
[–] RION@hexbear.net 11 points 1 day ago (1 children)

Made it through Valentine's Day without hurting myself. Turns out staying in your apartment the whole day and distracting yourself with YouTube and modded Minecraft works pretty well

[–] imogen_underscore@hexbear.net 5 points 1 day ago (1 children)

proud of you. what modpack are you playing?

[–] RION@hexbear.net 5 points 1 day ago

The 1.20.1 version of Cuboid Outpost Luxury Edition. Finally reworked my Refined Storage and drawer systems! I think next is getting a Powah reactor going so I don't have to worry about power when I start passiving more intensive materials (e.g. Obsidian using a magma crucible, Industrial Foregoing mob farms)

[–] GayTuckerCarlson@hexbear.net 7 points 1 day ago (2 children)
[–] segfault11@hexbear.net 8 points 1 day ago

could also just be a 30+ post chomsky-yes-honey

This is not a sex post I just slept weird

[–] meler@hexbear.net 6 points 1 day ago

I was watching anime with a couple of my roomies yesterday and one of them complimented me on my sense of humor. And i guess that felt really nice

[–] inTheShadowOf@hexbear.net 9 points 2 days ago (1 children)

I go back and forth on whether I find electrolysis to be a soothing experience or not. The classical music, quiet office, warm lighting is nice, but then there's the whole electricity thing.

Weird ritual.

[–] nemmybun@hexbear.net 6 points 1 day ago

My tech has her own speaker in the room so she has more control what is playing. We have similar taste in music so for awhile it we were taking turns with music. Then I got her to switch to podcasts and I made her listen to Blowback for awhile catgirl-smug

[–] Moss@hexbear.net 14 points 2 days ago (1 children)

I hate it when I do something right for once, but everyone assumes I fucked up because that's what they expect from me

[–] Arahnya@hexbear.net 11 points 2 days ago

very rude of them to assume that, tbh.

Waiting for my first vial to arrive is annoying, its not even taking that long but im impatient and i want it here now catgirl-flop

[–] Disaster_of_Passion@hexbear.net 5 points 2 days ago (1 children)

some days I just wanna be Rouge the Bat. a button that turns me into Rouge the Bat for a day would fix me.

[–] segfault11@hexbear.net 4 points 1 day ago

china could invent that xi-button πŸ¦‡

minor venting, holidaysValentine's was a mixed bag. It started off very nice, with me and my gf shopping downtown and picking up a few cute things. The original place we wanted to go to for dinner was packed, so we ended up going to this hole-in-the-wall which turned out quite nice. After dinner though our friends kinda flaked on us. One of our friends had asked us to hang out at 9p, but he didn't show up and the bar was pretty lame, we headed home after an hour, at which point he finally replied to the groupchat that he was ready to go, which was annoying. We did end up picking him up and heading back downtown, but the rest of the night wasn't great. There was a fourth friend we were trying to meet up with, but they basically hopped from bar to bar without telling us so we never actually ran into them. There were a ton of obnoxious undergrads doing this barcrawl, and the stress of the whole thing brought my gf to tears.

We're feeling better now, but I know my gf was very disappointed since this was our first Valetine's together, and it sucks to end it with that bitter taste in our mouths, even if it was neither of our faults.

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