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Half my dysphoria leaving the body when I suddenly notice that my breasts have grown and they keep getting in my way.

I know I made the right choice. Fuck the consequences.

I love the person I have become. Before transitioning I used to be apathetic about my own existence.

But now I’m a strong beautiful woman who forges ahead and expresses my thoughts and feelings with relative ease and freedom.

Even after losing a few friends, I understand that I’ve gained more over the years than I have lost.

Hollllllly fuck I just see a girl in tbe mirror wtf. I feel like I hit some magic threshold

If aliens ever find an archive of our internet they're going to think humanity was obsessed with fictional characters smoochin'

Society, the state, patriarchy, "biology", God, and essentialists everywhere can all fuck off; I love being trans :))

In my girlypop era

In the first couple of months of starting to present female I found two really cute and cheap pairs of women's boots in size 13 and bought them. I assumed this was normal transfem experience.

I now realize this was the statistical equivalent of getting back to back scratcher wins.

Cute. Cheap. Size 13. Pick 2 if you are lucky.

Laser session #3 tomorrow and 1 year of HRT next week! The world is such a scary, weird place but a lot of my internal struggles with self-acceptance and dysphoria are starting to feel smaller and smaller and I'm so grateful for that. I've made some really amazing friends that I keep growing closer to and I feel gender euphoria on an almost daily basis now :)

Lots of issues in my life still, whether they're a result of being trans or not, but I have to celebrate the good when it's there!

Once/if working womb transplants become a thing, whos gonna be the first trans woman to get an abortion

i came out to my long time friend who i've kept in touch with but not really had a conversation with in years, and they also came out to me!! :o trans people finding each other like stand users in the chaos that is early life and adulthood.

GET OUT OF MY HEAD GET OUT OF MY HEAD GET OUT OF MY HEAD

My body is a machine that turns gender into nothing. Just reduces gender to atoms, erases it from the timeline

Y'all can't so this to me

I started crying in front of my career counselor today because I'm so tired of freezing all the time It was embarrassing but she was very nice about it. Instead of talking about work today she tried to help me put together a strategy for getting another apartment. I can't live in this one for another winter. I have one room with an extra panel oven for warmth, so I have to spend my entire day there, everywhere else in the house is 12 degrees (celsius) at the moment.

She also suggested asking some friends if I could stay with them for a few days while the weather is at it's worst but idk, that seems like a big thing to ask someone, even though I have a couple of close friends in the area.

I am making an epic comment on the trans mega

Does anyone else sometimes think about what it would be like if “femboy hooters” was real

I wish I had normal people problems instead of this

I don't even know what my problem is. I do know that nothing is fixing it right now.

Erm, based mega topic?

it's been cold here lately so ive been cozy maxxing with this extremely warm poncho sweater, that i bought from torrid, and it's been absolutely wonderful. i didnt used to get this cold before e, but i love to be able to just add more layers

way late mega

Was just informed my AI usage will be monitored because I'm not sufficiently enthusiastic about the slop machine the bosses have dumped tons of money into without asking anyone whether they wanted it. So fucking frustrating.

Genderfluid update:

I still couldn't tell you whether I am actually genderfluid or not. I think there are some good signs. But also, I am not doing any gender "praxis" so what the fuck do I know?

You know who I feel really bad for? Cis-but-strong-trans-ally stoners. Imagine hanging out getting stoned with your cool transfem friends and always being paranoid about letting a "dude" or "man" or "bro" slip out. Being stoned would just amplify the self-consciousness. And then what would happen if one of those words actually slips out? Can you imagine how embarrassing that would be?

Tried voice training last night. Did not go well! None of the methods to raise the larynx seemed to work for me

::: spoiler dysphoria

I have to grow my facial hair out for electrolysis and my is going hard. Its tough to feel cute when 5 days a week I have to have this disgusting wretched stuff on my face.

I'd even take 0c at this point. No more negative temperatures pleasee

I started voice training lessons finally and I'm happy I did. I just don't know why I didn't do it sooner. I had the name of this speech therapist saved on my laptop for a while and I had a lot of free time last year around this time so I don't know why I didn't do it then.

Just because I make a plan to have lunch with someone, doesn't mean that they won't sleep till 2 PM. Just because we then change plans to have an after class bite, doesn't mean that they won't slip in the rain and injure themselves.

I'm out of beer and onion rings, and I barely drink. I ain't sticking round for round 2. Sorry my moid aquintance, I've waited a lot already.

I wanna be gayer

Feel exhausted. Been napping for several hours every day lately.

Also feel really sad and doomer (not even just about my body) last day or so. idk how much people want to hear about that though.